my-wish-upon-a-shooting-star <3

2010-05-14T21:38:00.003+08:00

had ny-hc csm today.

impressively, it consisted of walking like pratically 2 to 3 hours straight. and walking aimlessly.

THEN I SAW __________ while he was walking out of hci. OMG :DD

then went out to jp with junius, shuinkang, zhao en, jiahua, and wenhong, alex, and watched ROBIN HOOD. it totally put me to sleep. i was like sleeping occasionally at some parts. proves how boring it actually it :)

MUAHHA.

okay. i'm like so tired. and my whole body's aching . and im coughing and arh, yeahh. :(

BBYE.

p.s. im still waiting for your reply :(

2010-04-16T17:43:00.002+08:00

SUPPZ :D

OK ITS RAINING AGAIN I THINK AND ITS DRIVING ME CRAZY COS IT ALWAYS RAINS WHEN I HAVE THE MOOD TO TRAIN. WHY.

hais.

ran 2.4 today. 13 or 14 mins. cant rmb. it's still either an a or b :D but i'll still get silver cos of that IPU. RAWR. if only i did 2 more ;}

i'm supposed to be doing chinese now wahahaha.

tomorrow' going to ny poly for the ball person's thing. then going to amk hub with joey, ahma and dana! :D hees.

isaac is spamming me like siao. and i just closed the window muahahah.

im having a headache. ):

andddds. next week's L.A. block test, personal recount. -freaks-

oops gotta eat.

post next time.

2010-04-11T21:46:00.002+08:00

updated my blog songs,

but not the lyrics.

i'll go update the lyrics when i feel slackish, again :D

at least i managed to study for geog time trial although i felt slackish. i forced myself. i feel so guilty now.

okayy i gtg sleep.

and arhh. i just will-ed myself to redeem the ke$ha track pack muahaha.

okay anyways.

tataa(:

dont miss me.

letters blown, everything aside.

2010-04-11T11:29:00.003+08:00

i have offically decided that i would blog as often as i can.

as a mode of de-stress.

and i'll go change my blog music. cos i cant stand it.. HAHA.

ohh i'll start linking people up too. but it'll take some time cos i'm very lazy :D

i'm like supposed to be doing history. i'll go do it after this. it's just a journal entry that i shall ramble and talk crap about the importance of government in a civilisation or smth. hees.

i've never made my blog known to the eyes of 113, i realised :X hahhas.

i realised i am super high. :D muahah. but ishall do something contradictory.

i'm really tired. so give me a break. like, why would i snatch anything from you. i won't. you know very well i'm not that kind of person. i'm not living for you either. i dont have to do things your way. and please, have more confidence in yourself. cos you're starting to become this person who's so afraid.. of yeah, you know very well yourself. i don't want to lose you, but this is getting really long.

2010-04-09T22:40:00.003+08:00

mms i realised i haven't been posting for like super duper long. muahahhh.

hmms. im like having an uber tummy ache now. it laster the whole day and im insanely annoyed by it.

went to KAP with yuhling and charmaine today.

bought HAPPY MEALLL~ :D but i spilt the milo like, embarrassing much. and my phone totally fell and landed on the milo. eeks. and the milo splashed onto my skirt, shoes and shirt. rawr. and i think my phone has gone insane ):

then charmaine started talking bout' her bro. he's uber funny. and epic. shall not reveal the details :)

ermms. then i met ruiying, avril, sheryl and chanwai on 157. so coincidental :D omg. (((((: happpy and highhhh now :D

aiyah but my stomach's still aching.

AND THERE ARE SO MANY SMSes coming in at the same time ):

i dont know i am like so bored. left with the geog worksheet. and have to study for geog timed trial. annoying. ):

my mum said that she wants to go watch clash of the titans :D haha me too(((:

i think i will burst my sms limit AGAIN cos of some random people ): haiis. nvm (: i'm a kind person and shall reply every sms ;D bhb much :X

okkayes i shall go sleep alr (:

goodnitess~.

ok actually i shall not go sleep cos im not even sleepy ):

but i just dont feel like blogging anymore muahahhh ;D ok bbyes (:

2010-03-07T20:34:00.002+08:00

alohaa~

it's been a long time since i blogged (i realised). i've been mad listening to we are the world 25 haiti. like, it's sung by loads and loads of artistes. including miley cyrus and justin bieber who did small solo parts. :D http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=Glny4jSciVI&feature=fvst

ermms. been really busy with LSC stuffs. cos it's like. i'm such a busybody. haiss.

oh, LSC = Life Skills Camp.

which'll take place the whole of next week. (in other words, we kinda end school one week early, just that LSC is in school, so yeah ._.) then we have to sleep in school on wed and thurs. urgh. and bathe with only a bucket of water.

arhhh i wanna go sleep,

so i shall go sleep :D

ok NITESS :D

TATATAAAA~

2010-01-05T20:56:00.003+08:00

second day of school, and i'm already tired. haven't been able to sleep since the 2nd. OMG. AM I SUFFERING FROM INSOMNIA at such a tenderly young age. that's horrible.

i'm being pestered by shuin kang and jun hui to introduce chio girls to them from nygh ._.

and orientation's like LOADS of talks. seniors claim the fun hasn't begun yet. but, wait. i'm already pretty much exhausted >< (SEE, I TOLD YOU I COULDN'T GET ENOUGH SLEEP)

and failing to get enough sleep results in the following symptoms:

bad temper,

moodiness,

sian-ness,

no-enthu-ness,

tired-ness

exhausted-ness,

and etc.

thus, by any means, i'll not resume my bubbly self until i get ENOUGH SLEEP.

MAN, SLEEP, COME BACK TO ME.

and i'll love you :D

muahahhahha (:

ohh, and my angel's slacking. she's not writing any letters to me. D: while all my other classmates already received their letters. D: THIS IS SO UNFAIR. irina didn't receive hers and she wrote on the board as a desperate attempt for her angel to actually write her something, and her angel actually DID write to her at the end of the day. RAWR. shall i get desperate too ._.

i was really tired, i'm sorry if i sounded really sianed and un-enthusiastic on the phone. you have to understand that by getting not enough sleep, (please look up) the symptoms will show, and i'll end up being (please look up, again) like as those symptoms stated. don't worry. we made a pact to stay together, forever, and i'm still sticking to it. i hope you are too. love xoxo, your skunk.

twilight/new moon/eclipse quotes (jacob style)

2009-12-30T21:35:00.002+08:00

NO, i'm not twilight crazy. i was just too bored, google-ed jacob black, and came across this web page :D there are like tons there. so i'm just copying some off :D

"He said to tell you, no, to warn you, that — and this is his plural, not mine, ‘We’ll be watching."
-Jacob Black, Twilight

"Okay, but if you’re going to get picky like that, you have to average in size, too. You’re so small, I’ll have to knock ten years off your total."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"Here’s to responsibility. Twice a week"
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"Bears don’t want to eat people. We don’t taste that good. Of course, you might be an exception. I bet you’d taste good"
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"So are you going to be my Valentine? Since you didn’t get me a fifty-cent box of candy, it’s the least you can do"
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"I told him you were planning to corrupt my youthful innocence."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"As long as you like me the best. And you think I’m good-looking—sort of. I’m prepared to be annoyingly persistent."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"Vampires don’t count as people."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"Jacob’s furious voice was suddenly in my ear, hissing out a stream of profanities. I felt a vague disapproval. His new friends were clearly a bad influence."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"I would never hurt her."
-Jacob Black, New Moon

"Sorry. I don’t have any leeches on my speed dial."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"Better frightened than lied to."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"Did you seriously just stamp your foot? I thought girls only did that on TV."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"It’s not like love at first sight, really. It’s more like… gravity moves. When you see her, suddenly it’s not the earth holding you here anymore. She does. And nothing matters more than her. And you would do anything for her, be anything for her… You become whatever she needs you to be, whether that’s a protector, or a lover, or a friend, or a brother."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"But I’ll never see anyone else, Bella. I only see you. Even when I close my eyes and try to see something else. Ask Quil or Embry. It drives them all crazy."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"That’s more than just a fashion statement — it sucks to carry jeans in your mouth."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"I’m in love with you, Bella. Bella, I love you. And I want you to pick me instead of him. I know you don’t feel that way, but I need the truth out there so that you know your options. I wouldn’t want a miscommunication to stand in our way."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"You love me, too. Not the same way, I know. But he’s not your whole life, either. Not anymore. Maybe he was once, but he left. And now he’s just going to have to deal with the consequence of that choice — me."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"Could I please have just a few seconds of your undivided attention, Miss Swan?"
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"Go fetch a space heater. I’m not a St. Bernard."
-Jacob Black, Eclipse

"Kind is my middle name."
-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn

Make Bella see sense? What universe do you live in?
Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn

"To talk some sense into you. There’s a battle that’s lost before it starts."
-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn

"What’s for breakfast? O negative or AB positive?"
-Jacob Black, Breaking Dawn

2009-12-29T20:20:00.003+08:00

had a great time out today :D so much fun. prob going to be the last outing for the year. NO, i'm not trying to sound pessimistic ._.

met at clementi interchange. everyone was already there, waiting for me :X oops. then we took 175 to west coast park. hahaha. we realised daniel looked like michael jackson with all the sunblock he applied on his face. he didn't smother it out ._. LOLS. so we laughed and kept staring at him, so he used his bag and covered his "pale" face and kept saying "stop staring at me!!". omg. it was damn funny.

oh ya, it was an outing to west coast park with ruiying, gilian, si pei, shuin kang, zhao en, jun hui, daniel, wen hong, jiahua, alex. i have absolutely no idea how wen hong jiahua and alex ended up in the plans but yeahh ._.

ok yeah then we all went to play the flying fox thing, and like all the playthings at west coast park, before having macs for breakfast and then went to fly kites and played frisbee.

then we went to west mall, realised there weren't any sherlock holmes time slot and just totally sat on the floor and called people at home to check the newspapers before going to lot 1 to queue an absurdly long queue for the movie tickets. rawr. and i like totally busted all my free minutes calling all those guys and rushing them from the lan to lot one.

sherlock holmes was not bad a show. although i did make a big din about watching avatar before i finally relented to watching sherlock :X hehes. and gilian totally bought three pkts of twisties while me and rui bought a huge pack of lays, and none of them was finished. ._.

after the movie, rui brought me around looking for my birthday present :D MUAHAHHAHA. :D and we bought each other a huge pluto, of different colours, with a little financial help from si pei :D

and we realised it was so late, so we all went home.

there, ;D my report of today's events.

til' next time,

tata,

2009-12-28T10:22:00.003+08:00

I'M BACK!

correction.

WAS BACK, on the 18th. but just didn't have any time to post about my er, arrival, home :D

hahhhas. USA was great, on the whole. went to a whole load of places, as i've updated.

california; Los Angeles - Hollywood; Hollywood Walk of Fame, Mann's Chinese Theatre, Universal Studios

- Orange County; Disneyland

Los Angeles (Orange County) to Nevada (Laughlin) - Tanger Outlets Center

Nevada; Laughlin - Colorado River

Arizona - Grand Canyon National Park

Arizona to Las Vegas - Ethel M Chocolate Factory, Cactus Botanical Garden

Las Vegas- Premium Outlets, AIRPORT to San Francisco

San Francisco - Golden Gate Bridge, Bay Bridg, Fisherman's Wharf, Alcatrz Island, Chinatown, Union Square, Gilroy Premium Outlets, Seal Rock,The Lone Cypress, Pebble Beach Golf Links, Cannery Row (in Monetery), AIRPORT to Singapore

yupps i just copied the whole itinerary off the dynasty travel book. cos i pratically couldnt remember the order :X mus have been too busy playing ._.

then we went to hongkong. our family went to shenzhen, while the other group of people went to macau.

all of us came back to hongkong in the end and ermm, zy's family and mine took the super long cable car up to da yi shan. it was super cold up there. (nope, no snow) then we ate desserts, and went back down again. then went to the shopping outlet at the foot of the cable car station before going back to the hotel.

after a few hours of rest, we departed from the hotel to some foot reflexology place. huh. we sure had some exercise before we got there. it's like we went round and round and round looking for the place.

and we passed by panda hotel (hospital xD), which i couldnt see until zy pointed out the panda on the wall :X

next day, we went home DD: rather sad.

really really miss USA and HKG and SHENZHEN.

i miss the times we had together too;

hartss.

hahahhs .

ohhs

BELATED MERRY CHRISTMAS :D

just realised, i'm late for everything. bummer.

2009-12-08T11:54:00.003+08:00

it's 8:48pm here and 11:58am in singapore.
currently in arizona, grand canyon.

took a long ride from laughlin all the way to williams and then to grand canyon, and it was snowing throughout. such a long journey, only source of entertainment was sleeping, looking at snow, listening to music, and zy&kq :D

(oh, well, we just kinda looked through zy's phone, that's all :X) we have the same phones :D w595. and everyone that saw our phones today told us that ._. cute hurhh.

reached grand canyon, and due to heavy snow, the park ranger didn't collect the entrance fee. :x the bus had a hard time driving up the snowy road, so it stopped at someplace while we erm, just walked the rest of the journey (which was not exactly very long). so we braved the heavy snow and just, walked, to the place where we were SUPPOSED to see the grand canyon.

oh, the grand canyon was so marvelous. it was a piece of white. and only a little brown. the canyon was like filled with snow D: so we didnt exactly see anything, but yeah.
and everyone was freezing by the time we got up the bus.

yupps. so we're back in the hotel now. and i'm trying to charge my phone :X
hahahahhhas. i feel so sleepy ;D

tata, nitess. (:

2009-12-05T12:59:00.004+08:00

in california/los angeles now :D
on a 11-day trip to the united states of america, with a couple of my dad's friends like:
a family of 3, another family of 3, and two other couples. a totaly of 13 people :D
and the tour group has 25 people so we totally own more than half of the group (:

and its like 8:58pm on the 4th of december :D

while its like 1:01pm in singapore on the 5th of december.

its like so cool :D

arrived in los angeles yesterday.

went to universal studios/hollywood today :D

took pictures of some stars on the hollywood starwalk. bought some keychains too.

then we went to universal studios.

where the fun begins :D

went on the studio tour (it was so super cool, with how the movies were made and all that), then house of horrors (WHY DID THE LIVE PERFORMERS HAD TO CHASE ME?! RAWRR D:), then terminator 2:3D (which was also really cool, with all the effects), then shrek 4D (when the donkey sneezed, water was splashing on our faces :X), and then JURASSIC PARK and water world :D

jurassic park was super cool :D there were dinosaurs (which looked plastic, except for the one at the end where the boat totally flies down :X).

waterworld was rawkinn hawtt too :D it's like the effects, the water, the EVERYTHINN' was rawkinn' cool :D

took pictures with shrek, curious george, woody woodpecker, a mouse and a fox-like animal. :D mms. AND SCOOBY DOO :D

here are some pics :

me and curious george :D

me, scooby doo and mummy :D

(OMG. SCOOBY IS SO EXTREMELY CUTE. harts.s)

me and the mouse (which i dont exactly know what its called :X, but doesnt it look CUTE?)

going to disneyland tomorrow; MORE PICS! :D

hahahhhhhahaha, till next time.

tata.

2009-11-29T22:01:00.009+08:00

watched 'the twilight saga: new moon' sneak previews yesterday, at gv vivocity.
OMG. the show rawked.
AND JACOB BLACK/ TAYLOR LAUTNER is hawtt. ♥

and the part where he turns into a werewolf is like so cool. and his wolf has brown fur! (: which looks so absolutely cute! :D
in other words, he's just hawtt and cute! (:
and he looks better than edward/ robert pattinson! :D

haha, i'm insane, crazy, eccentric, whatever term of 'crazy' you want to call me :D
i'm just going crazy after watching that movie :X

apparently, ruiying still supports edward/ robert pattinson. HUH. she's on TEAM EDWARD/ROBERT?! D:

OK, I'M GOING CRAZY.

muahahhahha.

went to sitex last thursday (results day).
dad bought me a new phone (LG KP500), a laptop (gateway NV series).
he also bought a new family camera (casio exilm EX-H10)

WHY DOES MY PHONE MODEL SEEM ASSOCIATED WITH HIM?! RAWRR.
i'm really going crazy :x

will be overseas from the 3rd to 18th december.
11 days in united states, 5 days in hongkong/shenzhen.
there will be loads and loads and loads of pics, that's why my dad bought the new camera :D
hahhahhhhas (:
oh, and we were packing the luggage last night, and apparently, the luggage's packed even before we board the plane/ go there. and we're like bringing three luggages and two are already packed, packed, full. so my mum's finding ways of emptying the luggage by asking me to bring less stuff :X

ooh using my new laptop now. and i'm finding it so cool :D
and that taylor lautner is hawtt! ♥
hahahhhas. i'll get over that craze soon :D
til then, i've gotta go sleep.
so, tata.
loves xoxo.

2009-11-26T22:36:00.003+08:00

today,

we got back our psle results. parents were waiting outside the classroom. SO MANY OF THEM D: don't they need to work :X

270+3, if you would like to know.

top scorers for our school/class were CLARIBEL (280+3) and JENNY (280+2).

coming in second was JUOSHUEN (279+3). omg (: he rawks :D

and third was ZHOU TIAN YU (276 [no idea + how many]).

so far, it's not that bad. we hugged, we cried, we screamed. and those are the last memories i will have in phpps.

today,

i confessed to him.

he said he knew that he knew that long ago. (he even added a: zzzz ; behind.)

{a whole lot of conversation here}

i said i was just really sorry but i decided to tell him cos, it's aft results and i'll probably never ever see him again.

he said: wadeva.

i tell you that and the best ans you can give me is wadeva?!

i don't freakinn' understand. i've most likely gotten over you already, anyways.

was listening to never leave you, on dianyen's blog, while i was confessing. what a nice ermm, scenario :X

haha (:

ok i gtg sleep, nites.

and boyfriend, sleep it off, it'll be ok.

2009-11-25T15:05:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DADDY! :D

i love you loads and loads and loads! wishing you fantastic health and wealth and everythinn'!

going out to eat later! (:

tatas.

and if you were wondering who i was folding hearts for last night, it was my dad :D

2009-11-19T21:34:00.002+08:00

school term's coming to an end,

and so is my life in phpps.

it was just a few weeks ago that we were marveling at how much time we had after PSLE. but now, i really want to go back to when it was just after psle.

so that we can all go back and start playing murderer, so that we can all go back to when we were a whole charity 6'09, so that we can all be the crazy class, so that i can take more pictures, so that the school term won't end.

this year was a stressful one. but with all those friends standing by me, braving through everything with me, i was not alone. these friends will be the ones i'll miss most, when i leave phpps. we may end up in the same school, or we may end up in different ones, but i'll never forget all of you, all that you've done, and your love for me. i love all of you and i hope you won't forget me.

remorse awashes me. i really don't know what to do. phpps is like my second home, for all these past 6 years, it has sheltered and cared for me, and has been my social ground for making all those fantastic, fabulous and super-uber-extremely marvelous friends.

and having to leave this house after 6 years, it's really hard even having to try.

we were once innocent little kids, 6 years ago, and now, after all the nurturing in phpps, we've all turned into great youths. the important bits and pieces of life was spent in phpps. and phpps is that important.

i'll miss everyone pail-loads.

i'll miss everything.

i'll miss my primary school life

i'll miss phpps.

i love you, everyone.

2009-11-17T14:51:00.002+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, my darling nu'er VANESSA :D

you're finally 12, babe! (:

and you're now in turkey! i miss you so much ): come back soon.

i'll give you your birthday gift soon :D

hope you'll read this dedication to you (:

once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY <3

i love you, darling. :]

2009-11-15T20:55:00.003+08:00

you don't give a shit about me,

don't worry, i won't give a shit about you anymore.

i promised myself more often than not, to not care about you.

but then, i often find myself caring more then i should.

people tell me i should get over you.

not only one person, but many people.

i try to listen, my ears do, my brain does, but my heart doesn't.

i don't know what i like about you. i don't know what's so good about you.

in fact,

you have such a crap attitude, sometimes i can't even freakinn' stand you.

cristal doesn't see what i see in you, alot of people do as well.

AND i don't understand why i like you either.

i tell myself many times everyday, to get over you, get over you.

sometimes, i waver and probably start getting over you,

while other times, i just can't seem to get you off my mind.

i'm really tired and sick of this.

sick and tired of hanging on to nothingness.

no, i'll never let you break my heart.

never ever. cos you're not worth it at all.

no matter how hard it was, i stayed strong, and never let you broke my heart. but sometimes, i just have to say you have a heart of damn no kindness. you never spare a thought for others. you only care and think about you, yourself, and YOURSELF, and probably her.

i see nothing in you worth my liking.

and i don't know what's wrong with myself. i don't know what's my problem.

i don't know what to do, but i just know, i have to get over you.

and i think i'm almost there.

i think i've almost gotten over you.

charity 6` 2009 ♥

2009-11-12T21:18:00.008+08:00

pics mania :D

tsk tsk. don't snatch the camera!
caught red-handed! :D
ermm si pei. your hand's being extra ;P
MAX!! :D grandpa (:
mm-hmmm what's so interesting. WHY NEVER SHARE WITH ME URHHH!
GILIAN!
ruiying. and her fringe :D
rui, don't cam war :X
ruiying :D you see, i'm so in love with her that i'm taking far too many pics of her.

she's my third boyfriend marr :D
clarie's taking a pic of abraham.

clarie's overjoyed, while rui looks devastated with her card o.o
JINGCHENGG!! father-in-law! (:
mm-hmm (:
all of us were trying to take a pic of den. so this is her agonised look :D
GILIAN :D
ABRAHAM. mother-in-law (:
the guys :D
the guys.
BANG! you're dead, the person junhui's shooting.
the guys.
PR.WILLY'S PLAYING POKER.
the group of youths from glory pres. church who we made a deal with. it was that we play blackjack with them and we will only listen to them if they won. so junius kinda rigged the cards.
shuffle.
shuffle.
as they realised junius rigged the cards, they said we were to play tai di instead.
sipei, amazed at the wonderful cards :D
they were playing all flush and doubles ._.
sian-ed
max! ermm. grandpa! :D
clarie's attempting to take a pic of max .

end of pic mania. there's still more ._.

2009-11-10T20:56:00.001+08:00

today was extremely crazzyy.

we played murderer for like a very long time. with about 15 people, at maximum.

the whole family tree was playing, except those who were absent.

OH YES, family tree

here's the detailed report:

Isaac---Max

l----------------l

eden --- rui ying si pei

l [

l abraham --- jing cheng

l l

l l-----------l

bernadine --- clarie claribel

vanessa

the one on the left is a girl, and the right is a boy, for those who are married. if not married, then is original gender.

so isaac is married to max, with two children: rui ying and sipei

rui ying is married to eden, with one child, ME (bernadine). si pei remains single as she's a ma jie, maid.

I (bernadine) am married to clarie, with one child, vanessa.

clarie has two parents, abraham and jingcheng. and they have two children, clarie and claribel.

rui ying and abraham are having an extra marital afffair if you were wondering what the "[" sign was for.

yupp. such a tough time doing the tree. hope it doesn't screw when i post.

2009-11-09T21:28:00.000+08:00

changed the skin cos the skin creator's bandwidth exceeded and i couldn't find the code to host it myself. :D

spent quite alot of time on this skin as well :X

hahhha.

will post soon.

tata.

2009-10-31T20:25:00.001+08:00

today was rawkinn :D halloowwweenn :D

went out to lot one with cristal, pei xuan, heather, sarah (2), matthias, kenton, xi meng, caleb, jia cheng, ce wen and jeff.

cristal, peixuan, heather and i met early and went to lot one together. we went to aries, shopped, minitoons, shopped, some other place, shopped, yupps :D then we went to the arcade.

heather, peixuan and i played dance dance revolution. (cristal didn't want to play) then limqing and dianyen came and told us kenton and cewen were downstairs. so we ran down. but ermm. for some reason, they saw us and ran away.

peixuan said kenton looked like he was from pap.

white shirt, white long pants. other than his crumpler, which was brown, he would have walked out fine from the men-in-white book :D ohh, and his shoes. which were brown too.

ok, then we saw matthias, who i don't know appeared from where, with cewen and kenton. etc. etc.

cos jiacheng was not there yet, the girls went to eat first. cristal peixuan heather lq dy and i went to pastamania (: then sarah came to meet us. and we ate ate ate :D

then, we went to meet the guys at the playground. and they were still running away ._. so cristal went to jiacheng and pulled his bag. her intention was to get the tickets. so, yes she got the tickets. and they were like K14-K18. and we found out that jeff was sitting at K13. and sarah got K14. so means sarah had to sit with jeff. so we were angry. i mean, why bully sarah. she did nothing wrong. so we wanted them to change jeff for someone else, and we chased them all over the shopping mall, AGAIN. ._.

In the end, we went into the cinema and matthias and kenton were the last two to get into the seats and kenton oh-so-badly pushed matthias out and so matthias had to sit with sarah.

we watched michael jackson's this is it. the movie was pretty much average. there were snapshots of rehearsals. erm yeahhs. and during mj's hit songs, a few people sang along. and there were these two boys sitting behind me and cristal that were singing to billy jean's, out of tune ._. sarah and i shared a popcorn, and we finished it :D yay us :]

ohyeah, jeff bought this huge tub of popcorn, a sausage and drink. IT WAS LIKE HE ALMOST FINISHED IT HIMSELF, except for the popcorn, i think he couldn't finish it. it was like extremely big tub. hah. and kenton bought the exact same big tub and couldn't finished it too. so this is what he did to the popcorn:

YOU SEE, HE LITTERED.

after the credits rolled, heather was like eager to get out. and cristal and i needed to go to the toilet. but after we came out of the toilet, ce wen, jiacheng, and a few other guys were still sitting on the seats, while the others already left the cinema. and they realised so they came back to the cinema, and we all made such a scene :X i think the lady at the door was a little angry..

then, we finally left the cinema. we, girls, went to the basement and sarah and heather bought BUBBLE TEA :D

the guys followed us to level one, then they went to the wallet shop.

they walked in and out of the shop twice. and someone bought something.

ermm, we tried to block the entrance to prevent them from leaving the shop, but somehow, they managed to get out ._. and after walking around aimlessly, we decided to go home. but before that, i treated cristal, sarah, heather and myself to the 70cents macs ice-cream. :D and i was once again, the last to finish the ice-cream :D

yupps that's the splendid day.

it was really tiring. i was super exhausted. but it was enjoyable, i guess, and that's what matters :]

2009-10-30T21:49:00.003+08:00

multi-sports camp was yesterday and today.

apparently, only 27 people came today, for charity. and so the other half must have been too badly sunburnt. HHAHAHA.

played netball yesterday and handball today.

apparently, the selection sheet was a scam. a freakin' scam.

but still had fun, i guess.

although i'm aching now.

and there was this last minute 4x100 relay.

that vanessa and sipei sabo-ed me to join.

and we won third. cos john was disqualified for having only 2 runners.

and charity didn't win anything for the entire sports camp games.

how embarrassing :X

tsk tsk. so tired :X and i still had to play tennis today.

gahhh.

going out with cristal, peixuan, limqing, heather, sarah (2), kenton, ce wen, jiacheng, matthias, caleb and jeff tomorrow.

hah. such a big group of people :D

okok, gtg. my dad's rushing me to go sleeep.

nightts. :]

tata.

2009-10-29T13:49:00.002+08:00

got this from weiqi's facebook.

1. Spell your name without an E,R,S,H,K,I,M,L,C,A,Y,N,T,B
_ _ _ _ _ D _ _ _ o.o

2. Are you single?
yeahhs.

3. What is your favourite number?
7 :D

4. What is your favourite color?
ORANGE :]

5. Least favourite color?
no least favourite colour.

6. What are you listening to?
FIREFLIES- owl city

7. Are you happy with your life right now?
yeahhs, i guess so.

8. Are you involved with anyone?
define 'involved'.

9. What is your favourite subject in school?
it was MATH, before psle.

11. Do you have money?
ermm. yeahhs.

12. Are you gay?
i'm a girl.

13. Where do you wish you were right now?
in bed.

14. If you had to get a tattoo, where would you want it? And what would it be?
don't want one, wouldn't want one.

THE CANS:
Can you blow a bubble?:

with or without gum, i guess its possible? :X

Can you do a cart wheel?:

i haven't tried. :D

Can you touch your toes?:

sit and reachhhh :] yeahh.

Can you wiggle your ears?:

i don't think so.

Can you touch your tongue to your nose?:

noppes.

THE DIDS:
Did you ever want to be a doctor?:

yeahhs :D

Did you ever want to be a fire fighter?:

my grandfather was one!

Did you ever want to be a teacher?:

ermm, noppes. i don't really fancy sorethroats :X

THE DOs:
Do you like rollercoasters?:

the first time i rode on one, i didn't scream, didn't make a single sound, and my parents were staring at me, baffled :X

but i couldn't really recall the experience. i should go ride on one again soon :D

Do you own a bike?:

now that you mention it, i need to go find it :x

Do you play the lotto?:

noppes.

Do you like watching football?:

i support man-u! :D

Do you have a shopping addiction?:

if the stuffs are addictive :D

THE DOES:
Does your family have family picnics?:

never had one before :X

Does your wallet have any pics in it?:

my hideous ez-link picture D:

Last person you hung out with?:

my mum. we were out eating :D

Last car ride?:

my dad's car. this morning.

Last baby you held?:

no idea :X

LAST THING:
What was the last thing you bought?:

paid jiacheng $9.50 for the movie tics.

What was the last thing you drank?:

ermm. saliva? :D or water.

What was the last thing you watched?:

the REMEDY-little boots youtube video.

What was the last thing you read?:

harry potter and the order of the phoenix.

What was the last thing your hand wrote?:

can't remember :X

THE WHOS:
Who last talked to you on the phone?:

ruiying.

Who was the last person you took a picture of?:

ermmm. the class.

Last person to leave you a comment?:

if it's on my tagboard, it was jinwen, when i last saw it.

Who do you miss right now?:

no one in particular.

Who last hugged you?:

either eden or clarie :X

CURRENTLY:
What colour shirt are you wearing?:

white and yellow. i'm still wearing my p.e attire :X

Have any tattoos?:

noppes.

Have you any piercings?:

erm i just pierced my ears recently? :D

Straight hair or curly?:

straight

Where are you right now?:

study room.

HAVE YOU EVER:
Failed a class?:

noopppes. :D

Sang in front of a crowd?:

in a group, yeahhs.

THREE RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS:
1. In a relationship?:

noppes.

2. Want a relationship?:

maybe.

3. Wanna get married?:

ask me 10 years later :D

FOUR THINGS ON YOUR MIND:
1. headache, headache, headache, headache! ):

2. i think i'm falling for you. (cos' i'm listening to the song :D)
3. matthias, stop telling me 'i dunno' :X
4.

When was the last time you really laughed?:

today. bling bling :D

Do you drink milk straight from the carton?:

noppes :X

Who knows a big secret about you?:
ermm ruiying.

How long is your hair?:

long enough to be tied :D

When was the last time you sang out loud?:

when i didn't have a headache :X

What did you have for breakfast?:

100 plus. i forgot to buy bread to eat at the multi-sports camp :X

Is your birthday on a holiday?:

noppes :X

What instant messaging service do you use?:

MSN.

Are you signed on it right now and if so, who are you talking to?:

yeah. Matthias.

Can you cook?:

yeahhs. wanna try? :D

Did you have a nap today?:

noppes. but i'm intending to, later.

What do you wear more, jeans or sweats?:

both :D

Where did you get the shirt you’re wearing?:

PHPPS.

Do you have any regrets?:

i believe that what's past is already gone, no point regretting.

Do you use an alarm clock?:

yeahh. but it doesn't wake me up.

Where was your default Facebook picture taken?:

jurong point's toilet.

Whats the first thing you notice of the opposite sex?:

ermm. sense of humour? :D

Who would you like to see right now?:

my bed.

Are you a social or antisocial person?:

social. sometimes, i wonder if i talk too much.

Have the cops ever come to your house?:

noppes.

Do you have a tan?:

ermm. i think so.

Ever had braces?:

noppes. but will need them.

Are you afraid of the dark?:

when it's pitch dark, yeah.

Have you ever been in a mosh pit?:

a WHAT pit?

What’s your favourite commercial at the moment?:

the tiger beer one. with them changing, and the blonde winning in the end.

Do you always wear your seat belt?:

if i don't forget.

Who of the opposite sex do you have feelings for?:

WHAT KIND OF QUESTION IS THIS.

Do you like American Idol?:

the singers are amazing.

How do you feel about piercings and tattoo?:

scary.

Do you believe that what comes around goes around?:

i suppose so.

What is your favorite fruit?:

i like most fruit :D

Does anyone love you?:

my family and friends :]

Where is one place you want to visit?:

anywhere that i have not visited before :D

Have you ever crawled through a window?:

yeahhs.

Are you a morning person or a night person?:

depends.

Are you a forgiving person?:

yupp.

Ever had a drunken night in Mexico?:

never been to mexico.

Who was the last person to smoke a cig in your presence?:

can't remember.

Are you taller than 5′6?:

noppes ):

Ever threw up?:

yeahh.

Ever had a crush on a teacher?:

noppes o.o

Ever been punched in the face?:

ermm. noppes.

Ever punch someone?:

noppes.

Who were the 5 last people to text you:

i deleted some messages, but the last 5 people who i have their messages in my inbox are:

CLARIE

VEGAS

JUOSHUEN

JUNIUS

WEN YE

finally done ><

2009-10-28T20:50:00.007+08:00

this vid's rather cool. and the song's rather rawky too :D

the comments for the vid claims she copies lady gaga o.o

but i think they're almost as pretty as each other. i mean, honestly.

oh, btw. it's

REMEDY- LITTLE BOOTS.

I can see you stalking like a predator
I've been here before
Temptation calls like Adam to the apple but
I will not be caught
Cos I can read those velvet eyes
And all I see is lies

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Spin me faster
Like a kaleidoscope
All I've got's the floor
Yeah you can try but I found the antidote
Music is the cure
See you can try to paralyse
But I know best this time

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da da da da da da
Da da

And when the music fades away
I know I'll be ok
Contagious rhythms in my brain
Let it play

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o

No more poison killing my emotion
I will not be frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohhh
Stop stop praying cos I'm not not playing
I'm not frozen
Dancing is my remedy remedy
Ohh

Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
I've got a remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Move, why you watching me dance with the enemy
Here is my remedy
Ohh o ohh o o
Ohh o ohh o o

2009-10-26T21:56:00.002+08:00

This was what Zhao En told me:

"i like the neil gaiman quote abt hating love-

Have you ever been in love? Horrible isn't it? It makes you so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens up your heart and it means that someone can get inside you and mess you up. You build up all these defenses, you build up a whole suit of armor, so that nothing can hurt you, then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They didn't ask for it. They did something dumb one day, like kiss you or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness, so simple a phrase like 'maybe we should be just friends' turns into a glass splinter working its way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul-hurt, a real gets-inside-you-and-rips-you-apart pain. I hate love."

You experience love, you experience pain. That's the package. Sadly, it's no big present with a ribbon on it. There may be bliss at first. When you're in love, you may feel like no one else can ever ruin anything, but the only person that can actually ruin everything is you and your loved one.

You feel love, you feel happiness, you feel like never before. But all it takes is just one word, or a few words, to end everything.

That momentary happiness that you felt before may as if be never ever felt again, and you feel like dying.

For when it hurts, it hurts deep within, penetrating through every barrier you create, pushing down that tower of trust and love you both created. Like dominoes, everything will fall, and you'll be back to where you started, without a relationship, without love.

But believe in this. Eventually, you'll find true love, that will not be figments of your imagination. All that you have hurt before will be healed. That deep gash, that broken heart, will be stitched and pieced back into one whole.

There's a difference between true love and love.

There's a difference between wanting and needing.

There's a difference between everything and anything.

There's a difference between you and me.

When true love comes, that's when the real thing's started.

And this is his PM: "If a relationship could hurt you that much, then it must also have brought you that much joy."

And i totally agree with it.

2009-10-26T21:04:00.002+08:00

got this from nina's blog :D creditss :]

[A] Avril

[B] Bernice

[C] Clarie

[D] Desiree

[E] Eden

[F] Fedora

[G] Gilian

[H] Hui Eng

[I] Isaac Peh

[J] Jing Cheng

[K] Kenton

[L] Lim Qing

[M] Matthias

[N] Nicholas

[O] Ong, Nigel (ok, i'm putting his surname first cos i can't find any person with his or her name starting with "o" :X)

[P] Pei Xuan

[Q] Qian Wei

[R] Rui Ying

[S] Sherralyn

[T] Tammy

[U] (no "u" :X)

[V] Vanessa

[W] Wei Jing

[X] Xin Wei

[Y] Yinn Jaye

[Z] Zoei

Can [R]+[S] be together in a relationship?:

[ruiying, sherralyn] i'm pretty sure they're not les.

How is [L] related to you?:

[lim qing]we're friends :D

Does [Y] know [Z]?:

[yinn jaye, zoei] yupps, i think so.

If [C] betrays you, will you kill him/her?:

[clarie] that'll depend on how she betrays me.

If [K] steals your bestfriend/ girlfriend, what will you do?:

[kenton] why would he do that? o.o

If [I] tells you he/she loves you, what will you do?:

[Isaac Peh] i've heard that before.

Do you and [M] get into a fight?:

[Matthias] we only get into arguments.

Who does [R] have a crush on?:

[Rui Ying] hmms, alot of people know..

If [G] calls you a bitch, what will you do?

[Gilian] ermm, idk.

State the relationship between you and [E]:

[Eden] BFFS.

Who's [C]'s bestie/buddy?:

[clarie] me :D and rui and den :D

Who does [Z] like?:

[zoei] i have no idea.

What colour does [V] like?:

[vanessa] ermm, i'll have to ask her? :X

Where does [G] live?

[gilian] high oaks.

Did you and [C] get into a fight before?:

yeahhs.

Who's [H]'s bestie/buddy?:

[hui eng] ermm someone from her school?

What do you have to say about [Q]?:

[qian wei] i miss her D:

What if [A] tells you he/she has a crush on you?

[avril] she's not les.

finally done :D

2009-10-21T14:33:00.006+08:00

here are the pics i promised! :D

zhao en! don't run away ):
arh-huh. so you don't have to pay for a ticket? :D
why do you all smile so miserably ):
still smiling "miserably". (sk told me to change this cos he claims that they were not smiling miserably :X)
according to zhao en, this is his glasgow smile.
zhao en claimed the food was dead, so he covered it in tissue o.o (you know like they cover corpses in hospitals with a white blanket? same principle.)
zhao en and shuin kang marvelling at the video games at comics connection
see how i trashed ruiying. to set the record straight, the machine couldn't record her score, but i still won :D

shuin kang trashed ruiying too. :D although i did help him cheat :X
the piglet i won from the catch machine! got it in 3 tries. to set the record straight (before people start saying how unjust this is), i positioned the catcher and ruiying dropped the catcher. shuin kang still marvels at the fact that i actually got this out of the con machine :D
this is ruiying. :D and piglet. and me behind piglet.
neoprints!~
still neoprints!

lastly, dedicated to my piglet. i love you, piglet! <3

2009-10-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

today was funn! went with shuin kang, zhao en, jun hui, clarie, and ruiying to westmall to watch cloudy with a chance of meatballs 3D. the show was not that bad. except that the 3D glasses kept sliding down ._.

we bought 4 boxes of popcorns and finished them all. one was finished entirely by zhao en o.o and rui spilled our box of popcorn so i got two handfulls off zhao en. BUT HE STILL MANAGED TO FINISH THE WHOLE BOX. GOSH.

after the movie, we went to the arcade. took neoprints. the guys kept wanting to play DDR. and there were like too many pros in front of them. they all played the advanced mode or something. and huh. shuin kang and jun hui only played the beginners mode and it was like so hilarious :X we laughed and laughed and laughed. played other games too. and i caught a piglet in the catch machine or smth. i was like jumping :X hehe. for the record, i positioned the catcher and rui pressed the drop button. but i got the piglet :D and it was only after three tries. shuin kang still marvels at how we managed to get piglet out of the con machine ;) hahaa.

then we had to go to the library. after which, we went home.

will post the pics when i have the time.

oh, clarie donned this cute strawberry hairband that was so cute :D and hawtt.

and i changed the blogskin. i found this really inspiring. and i love the colours. i spent like an hour trying to edit the blogskin to my preference. i totally changed alot of the codes :X haha.

arhh. gtg sleep.

i promise promise promise that i will post the pics.

till then, tata.

2009-10-18T21:25:00.003+08:00

i havent been posting life posts recently :X i have 5 mins before i have to go.

ok. last week:

mon- psle science

tues- psle hcl. and after that, freedom :D went with rui to westmall. watched (500) days of summer. it was not bad a show. rather hilarious.

wed- it was clarie's mum's birthday so went with my mum, her mum and clarie to westmall to eat swensens.

thurs-

played the game of life in class with junius, juo shuen, gilian, jun hui, and zhao en. clarie and rui were bankers. to the end of the game, junius was trying to hide zhao en's white car on some white property and we were laughing til' our stomaches hurt :X it was so so so so funny. especially zhao en's reaction.

went out with clarie and rui. eden was supposed to come but she fell ill :X too excited! ;D haha. ermm. we went to jurong point and spent so much money. will post the pics.

fri- went home. dad brought me to play tennis.

sat- went shopping at ion orchard! :D and takashimaya (: bought some stuff.

and today, sun-

went to loads of warehouse sales, bought stuff, went to play tennis. and well, now, i'm stuck here and i have to go sleep :X

going out with shuin kang, zhao en, jun hui, rui ying and clarie tomorrow. watching cloudy with a chance of meatballs (: ok. will take pics and post them. till then, tata.

2009-10-16T22:08:00.004+08:00

even bah bah black sheep will sound boring once repeated.

so how will insults sound? you use the same thing all over again, don't you ever feel bored. i mean, what's with the colourful language when they're all just so repetitive. i don't see praises being as boring as your insults.

what's the deal with ugly ducklings. i thought they originated from a nursery book. oh, so you're that childish. yeah. i noticed.

and why go insult someone's mum who did absolutely nothing wrong. she only brought up such a pretty and hot girl.

and why don't you have the guts to just say it face to face. tell her how much you hate her. and she'll tell you how much she detests you. or did cowardice overwhelm you that you're just chickening out. because you're afraid that everyone will start hating you? you're wrong. because everyone already does. such antics of yours were noted and labelled as hated. everything you do from now will be hated. you insult someone innocent, you bear the consequence.

you had the guts to say what you said. then have the guts to bear whatever may come. you didn't want to tell her how much you dislike her to her face, but by doing what you did will only make people hate you and make her hate you more. don't you get how shameless and immature it was?

you may not hate her. in fact, you may only be jealous of her. cos she's loved, pampered and showered with the care of her beloved friends. but it's too bad that you don't get all the embrace. a person even thinking of doing something like that is not worth being respected.

you want to sort things out, talk to her.

if you're a coward, then why do such things in the first place?

2009-10-14T21:59:00.002+08:00

to live life well, stop making people hate you.

be tactful, sensitive and watch that crude and cruel mouth that can ruin everything. part your lips, you see teeth, that may be such a wonderful creation, that you may never see the imperfections of the voice behind it.

words can heal; but words can kill too.

you can mutter sweet nothings everyday to the one you love. but with the phrase 'i hate you', every single piece of the tower you had built up in the past will fall and reduce to wreckage. you break a person's heart, you will never be the one to patch it up again. instead, it'll have to be the person that suffers the emotional blow that has to stitch up that wound, bearing the pain and suffering that comes with futile attempts to renew everything.

often, it's jealousy that leads to the evil. but, think hard and think twice. why demean an absolutely healthy and happy living being when she doesn't deserve any part of your criticism. in fact, probably every part of what you say is absolute lies. you probably think of her pretty highly, but ain't humble enough to say it straight to her face. instead, you hurt her with the words that are not even near to what you think or even the truth.

face it, sometimes, you have to take things easy. stop thinking that you're almighty. because i'm pretty sure that god has given everyone a fair share of everything.

(this context has got nothing to do with me)

so, darling, cheer up. her words are just not worth pondering over. don't be upset over such comments. she's just not generous enough to praise you. you know very well that you can be better than her. so give me a smile and wipe that frown off your face. it's just not worth being hurt by her.

2009-10-13T21:35:00.002+08:00

PSLE'S FINALLY OVER. it's officially over and done with. and i am like so uber happy.

although the thought of the needless to mug is totally devastating and it's a little weird, to think about it.

arhhh. i'm trying to be optimistic.

AND THEN I SHALL PLAY TIL' I DROP, for the next few weeks.

hahhaaa.

go to cristal's blog. the two videos she posted's really saddening.

2009-10-01T21:03:00.007+08:00

decided to be less lazy and post the children's day prezzie pics :D

some were received on 30 sept while others were received earlier.

school children's day present for us. got a 0.38 ball point, notebook, miniscule clipboard and string.

the inside of the notebook. pooooh bear.

the string which was in the package?

ms teo's present! peikan highlighter :D NEON marker ;D

the sticker she pasted at the back. "... be strong, do not fear..." Isaiah 35:4.

sticker she pasted at the front: (pic of dog) rejoice always
mr tan's present. it's only part of the present, in fact. he's gonna be burning a cd for us. (he still owes us last year's one! ):) it's an address book ;D i got a pink one at first but jael kindly swopped hers with me (:
the other ms teo's (our pe teacher) present for us :D it was so sweet of her. she came in with a forever 21 plastic bag and started giving everyone two chocs, then decided that there was still more in the bag and ended up giving 3 each :D
shen lao shi's mc donald's sundae! the after effect of messy eating :D the ice-cream was so fantabulous. she gave it to us during recess and back in class, she was like: don't cough ar. (in chinese) and we deliberately started coughing. :D haha. gilian had to finish the sundae without the spoon cos she was too busy talking to gracia and forgot to go claim her ice-cream. so she drank the ice-cream in class :D

the washed version of the cup :D

the cap of the cup. MACDONALDS~ i'm lovin' it :D

30 sept children's day presents collated :D
mr woon's potpourri. the girls all got potpourri of different fragrances and the boys got pouches. all from daiso. i like my lavander fragranced one. it's like sooo ermm de-stressful :D

the back of the packaging.

yamayo correction tape and pilot acroball given by li lao shi of han language. how so very sweet of her! :D

ermm, yea. that's all. all the prezzies :D

the teachers are all so nice :D esp. shen lao shi. she bought ice-cream. REALLY RARE. but she's been on good moods nowadays, so yea (:

ok. back to mugging :D

tataaaa (:

2009-10-01T17:41:00.003+08:00

HAPPY CHILDREN'S DAY :D

enjoy your last childhood moments and may childhood memories stay with you :] (this shall apply to people who are 12 :D)

children's day was spent mugging. how very enjoyable. got some prezzies from the teachers. which pics i will post after psle cos they're still on the camera and i'm too lazy to go take the usb plug, plug it into my computer and upload the pics.

2009-09-27T16:56:00.003+08:00

i really really ought to get my head back into some test papers and books. but my brain's been using a little to much juice since just now ;D hahahhaaa. why ain't anyone online ):

ohhh. clarie. why'd you ask me who dian xun is? i need to ask you that tomorrow. i'll just put it here to remind myself.

and and. miley looks preeetty in this video.

party in the USA- miley cyrus

i like her hair :D i like the brown. :D

here are the lyrics to the song:

Miley Cyrus;

Party in the USA

I hopped on the plane at LAX
With a dream of my cargidan
Welcome to the land of fame access
Am I gonna fit in?
Jumped in the cab here I am for the first time
Look to my right
And I see the Hollywood sign
This is all so crazy
Everybody seems so famous!

My tummy's turnin'
And I'm feeling kinda homesick
Too much pressure
And I'm nervous
'Cause when the taximan turned on the radio

And a Jay Z song was on
And a Jay Z song was on
And a Jay Z song was on

(Chorus)
So I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like 'Yeah'
Movin' my hips like 'Yeah'
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be okay
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA

Get to club in my taxicab
Everybody's lookin' at me now
Like "Who's that chick with rockin' kicks she gotta be from out of town"
So hard with my girls not around me
It's definitley not a Nashville party
'Cause all I see are stilletos
I guess I never got the memo

My tummy's turnin'
And I'm feeling kinda homesick
Too much pressure
And I'm nervous
And the DJ dropped my favorite tune

And a Britney song was on
And a Britney song was on
And a Britney song was on

(Chorus)
So I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like 'Yeah'
Movin' my hips like 'Yeah'
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be okay
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA

Feel like hoppin' on a flight
Back to my hometown tonight
Something stops me everytime
The DJ plays my song and I feel alright!

So I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like 'Yeah'
(Noddin' my head)
Movin' my hips like 'Yeah'
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be okay
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA
Yeah
It's a party in the USA
Yeah

So I put my hands up
They're playin' my song
The butterflies fly away
Noddin' my head like 'Yeah'
Movin' my hips like 'Yeah'
I got my hands up
They're playing my song
I know I'm gonna be okay
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA
Yeah
It's a Party in the USA!

now, back to mugging.

2009-09-18T22:03:00.003+08:00

listening compre today was average. there was loud thunder in the middle of the english listening. and it was during one of the considered-important parts. and the invigilator laughed! how mean ):

omg. my sms's gonna burst for this month. i've been sending 30 msgs per day. BERN! control yourself! that's why i didn't reply some messages. i've been replaying and replaying the same song all over and over again since i came online.

here's the youtube video, and i'm done with my post today (:

press play and go listen to the song. its by kim bum aka so yi jung.

I'm going to meet you now- Kim Bum

(with Boys over Flowers clips and kim bum's pics)

2009-09-12T21:53:00.004+08:00

i'm supposed to be checking up the vocab mr tan sent us, but i am pretty much exhausted from window-shopping, aka walking into shops and not buying anything upon realising how extremely costly everything was, at vivo city :D

as part of my very interesting day, i decided to do a quiz, which i ripped off ruiying's blog.

Where will you be 2 hours from now?
it would be 11:56 2 hours from now. i'll be sleeping in my heavenly bed. where else can i be?

Who was the last person of the opposite sex to text you? And what was it about?
Yinn Jaye. He Said "No more liao :) but only go around 9", and that was like 2 days ago. see how much i'm restraining myself from smsing. and i didn't burst my limit last month. i sent 481 msgs last month! :D a far cry from my limit of 500 :]

Can you make yourself sneeze?
ermm. i'll try, when i feel high or insane.

What is your current mood?
i'm TIRED. that's the result of science tuition from 1030-1230 and math from 1330-1700 (3.5 hours!! ]:)

What are you doing tomorrow?
tomorrow's sunday. i'll be waking up at 7, go to SPGG and have a poolside breakfast, play tennis from 8-10. go wash up and all that. then go somewhere, depends on my father's mood.

Who was the last person to sleep in your bed besides yourself?
my mum.

Do you think you would make a good boyfriend/girlfriend?
i haven't tried :D wait til' i get a boyfriend, then ask me (:

Where were you at 9am this morning?
i was in the car, on the way to jurong east, to eat breakfast.

Whose bedroom were you in last?
my bedroom.

Why do you feel the way you feel?
cos' i just finished my window-shopping spree, aka go into a shop, find things too expensive, and come out buying nothing, at vivo city :D and also cos' tuition was so taxing ):

Who was the last person you yelled at?
my mum. she kept telling me to follow her and cross the road, but she was so slow and her voice echoed through the whole parking lot, magnifying it so much, i couldn't stand it ._. sorry mum.

What does your last text message in your inbox say?
it's personal. from clarie.

What are you listening to right now?
the fans of my computer and send it on- miley cyrus, jonas brothers, demi lovato, selena gomez.

Are you single?
yeshh.

If you could have any car what would it be?
a mini? or a porsche? ermmmm. how bout' just a really cute car :D that's expensive :D and cool.

What are you stressed out about?
PSLE. the freaking PSLE.

How many windows are open on your computer?
ermm. 10 tabs, 2 windows. my blog, mousehunt on facebook, this window(blogger), LEAD, ruiying's blog, charity 6'09's blog, sherralyn's blog, facebook. hui eng's blog in the other window.

In the past week have you gotten sick?
noppes.

On a scale of 1-10 how good is life?
life's pretty much normal. nothing exciting. mainly stress from the freak PSLE.

but life's pretty much filled with ups and downs. it's part and parcel of life to experience whatever that comes your way. there are happy stuffs and there are grievances.

wait. what's your question? oh, how good is life from 1-10. ermm. it's pretty much good. so i'll give it a 6 or a 7.

Are you straight?
what do you think.

LET'S PROBE DEEPER, YEAH?
1. Will you answer every question honestly?
i'll try.

2. Have you ever stayed up all night while drunk or high?
ermm i haven't stayed up past 2am in the morning yet. my record was only 1.30am :X but no, i haven't been drunk before. ermm. and define 'high'.

3. Have you ever punched anyone in the face?
no. i'm a girl! self-control!

4. Do you miss anything or anyone?
i miss school :X i miss people. i miss ruiying, eden, clarie :D

5. Who was your last ex?
i wasn't even in a relationship before.

6. Have you kissed anyone on the lips within the past five hours?
ermm. DIDN'T i tell you i'm in no relationship, had no relationship and am single?!

7. Who was the last person you talked to?
online, phone, or in real life? online, it would be ruiying, who is er, online. phone, it would be rui ying who i talked to last night cos yinn jaye told me to call her to tell her something insulting :X and my mum, in real life. she was asking me to go to her room and i replied with an 'orh'.

8. What do you dislike at the moment?
the scar on my knee.

IDC, I'M PROBING DEEPER, AND DON'T YOU DARE RUN AWAY.
(err, ok, but i have to go over soon. my mum's calling me :X)

1. Do you get butterflies around the guy/girl you like?
butterflies? er. idk. i don't really notice.

2. Do you think its bad to have sex at your age?
i'm twelve. firstly, it's not legal. next, need i say more?

3. Will you get married?
ask me 10 years later.

4. Will you be doing drugs in the near future?
no. and never.

5. Do you lie about your age?
i don't need to.

VERY PERSONAL. I AM NOW SHACKLING YOU TO THIS QUIZ.

(err. ok?)

1. Are you happy with yourself?
yes and no. i'm really really stressed out. but i'm happy with myself for who i am.

2. Would you change yourself for the person you love?
depends if its for the better or worst. i would change for the better, but not for the worst.

3. What do you tell yourself when times get hard?
there are hard times, it'll be over soon. just hang on to this roller coaster

SECRETS, DARLING, SPILL YOUR SECRETS.
(who's your darling? :D)

1. When did you last cry?
some days ago, when i was watching fated to love you :X
[i'll have to end here. gotta go sleep :D]

(september 13, 2009, 1:57pm)
2. Do you believe in religion?
yeahhs.

3. When was the last time you fell asleep with a girl?
ermm is my mum considered? cos it would be like last night?

4. What is currently on your mind?
when will i ever finish my news articles? ):

5. Has a girl ever seriously punched you more than once?
no. GOSH. girls don't go these kind of stuffs. we're pretty much civilised and must practice glam-ness.

1. Have you done bad things with your parents nearby?
define 'bad things'. but i'm pretty much a good girl, ok :D

2. Have you started a horrible rumor about somebody?
no. i ain't that mean.

3. Did you ever fail the school year?
no. :D

4. Have you ever done hallucinogenic drugs?
hallucinogenic, what?!

5. Do you think your future will be a good one?
i hope.

THE DEEP STUFF
1. Do you think you were raised well?
yeahhs. my parents are really great. and my dad's strict.

2. Do you have a secret that you've never told ANYONE?
noppes.

3. How do you handle stress?
i worry, worry and worry. then i'll go eat ALOT. yeah :X

4. How would you spend your last day alive?
meaningfully. with the ones i love. for further details, ask me this when it's my last day alive.

5. Do you hide things well or do you have a guilty conscience?
ermm. both.

6. If there were true love on one side of the street and a million bucks on the other, which one would you pick?
true love. and then hope the person has a million bucks. then ain't it killing two birds with one stone.

ok. i'm just kidding.

true love. cos love's more worth it.

7. If your parents got divorced and you had to pick mom or dad to live with, who would you choose?
they won't get divorced.

8. If you had to choose between having one family member or 5 of your closest friends die who would you choose?
i wouldn't choose. cos i think i'd rather die.

9. Do you think you could ever forgive someone who murdered a family member?
not ever.

THE LOVEY DOVEY STUFF
1. Do you think you know the meaning of love?
it's different for everyone, what love means. according to dictionary.com, love is defined as:

a profoundly tender, passionate affection for another person.

2. What’s the most important part of a relationship in your opinion?
that you even like each other.

3. If your parents didn't like the person you were dating, would you lose them?
i'll find out the reason, see if it's valid, then make my decision.

THE RANDOM STUFF

1. Do you spend time with the same people always?
yeahhs. in school- rui, den, clarie, and the people around me, mostly. and some good guy friends too :D

2. Do you think best friends can be replaced?

why would it be 'best' if it can be replaced?

3. Are you the type that would rather stay at other people's houses or have them at yours?
have them at mine.

4. When is the last time you were truly happy with your life?
truly happy? i have no idea.

5. Do you think long distance relationships are ever really worth it?
depends. if you really love the person, trust the person, then it's definitely worth it. but if you know that the person's the kind that would hook up, need you think more?

6. What is your favourite colour? currently?
orange :D

7. What do you do when you have a bad day?
eat, eat, eat.

8. Do you really think exes can be "just friends"?
how would i know? never had an ex, remember.

9. Who messaged you last?
ermmms. ruiying.

10. When was the last time you told someone you loved them?
just now.

11. If you could pack up and leave your life now to move away, would you?
no. my life shall always be my life. it's what God's put in place for me, and i should live it well, no matter what happens.

12. Do you fall for people easily?
no. i've only got 2 crushes in my life.

13. Are you quick to start a fight?
no. i don't start fighting ._.

15. Do your parents really know YOU?
yeahhs.

16. Are you tired?
yeahhs. i woke up at like 7 this morning (told you yesterday right?). and i just helped my dad do some shifting of stuffs and lifting and yeah, tough work.

17. Last time you walked farther than one block?
ermmm. i can't remember :X

OFF THE WALL QUESTIONS
1. What curse word do you use the most?
i don't know. ._.

2. Do you own an iPod?
noppes.

3. Do you ever take medication to help you fall asleep?
no. i fall asleep pretty well by counting sheeps :D

4. Do you prefer regular or chocolate milk?
chocolate :D

5. When was the last time you had Starbucks?
ermm. some years ago. it taste and looked like drainage. we were not in singapore then.

6. Do you think people talk about you behind your back?
ermm. ask them :D

7. Is anyone in love with you?
how would i know? would anyone even tell me? ._.

8. Ever cry in public?
yeah. in school. that's public right.

9. Are you currently wanting any piercings or tattoos?
noppes. not really.

10. What’s the weather like?
sunny.

11. Would you ever date anyone covered in tattoos?
no. tattoos are positively disgusting :X

12. Do you pay attention to the calories in the package/box?
err, not really.

13. Do you use sarcasm?
erm, quite often.

14. Do you get along better with the same sex or opposite?
guys are much easier to get along with.

15. Do you watch the news?!
if my dad changes the channel to news.

16. How did you get one of your scars?
fell at sdc in june this year. it's still healing. and it looks extremely gruesome.

17. Who was the last person to make you mad?
my mum.

2009-09-11T17:26:00.002+08:00

I absolutely detest being is such a furnace and trying to get all the news articles in place. my whole lead mail box is being spammed with all those news articles that i dread going to have to save and print ): i'm developing a strong revulsion for this thing. and i just studied math english and science this morning. i'm totally looking forward to october 13, after 1120.

100th post :D

2009-09-09T21:47:00.003+08:00

the most hilarious thing happened today. mr woon gave me this GNC chewable C 100 dietary supplement with citrus bioflavonoids fruit flavour 100mg 180 tablets for getting 92.5 for science. I couldn't stop laughing. the class was laughing. can mr woon get any funnier? juoshuen got some biscuits and isaac got a belt and a picture frame.

and today's the 09.09.09. and it's hui eng's birthday tomorrow :D sherralyn and i bought a piglet for her ;D

arhh. gtg now.

tata.

2009-09-08T21:45:00.010+08:00

i'm helping shuinkang advertise abit here

go to this link: http://www.facebook.com/photo.php?pid=1253322&o=all&op=

1&view=all&subj=123233266428&aid=-1&id=1175386682&oid=

123233266428&ref=mf on facebook, and 'like' the picture.

he says he doesn't care who you are.

he just wants to win the prize.

so please help him :D

thank you in advance (:

one and the same has been rather stuck in my mind,

together with send it on. :D

and i've been like getting loads of selena gomez's pictures.

i don't know why. don't ask me.

and i've been mugging hard yesterday!

english, chinese, math. :D

oh, there's still science to study. argh.

oh, wait. i'm going for science tuition tomorrow! :D

so, err, that's one day less. arh, well.

as long as i've been mugging, it's a good sign.

there's still school tomorrow. but no chinese supplementary.

which means we have to wait til' school reopens before we get to

know our chinese marks.

haiis.

arh, my mum's getting me to go over.

tata.

2009-09-06T21:34:00.008+08:00

did a little bit of spring cleaning today. found some really cute stuff.

neoprints. taken in p4. me and ruiying.
those big pictures, upclose. ok. rui. you look damn cute when you were in p4! :D

this is the p3 neoprints. i look freaking stupid.

HAH! my hat. :D
i just stretched my hands out of my study room window and this is what i saw.
ooh. i got this from mrs bess, science tuition, when i got a for science, in one of the terms. i love shopping :D haha. really cute trolley.
err, this dinosaur was from the church camp goodie bag i attended last year.
ok. i dug this out from somewhere. it was my birthday card from ruiying and kendra when we were in p3.

the insides of the card. the springy stuffs are supposed to read happy birthday. hah. don't laugh. cos it's their work of art.

my build-a-bear rabbit, fiffi. doesn't it look adorable? :D
fiffi's bc :D as you can see, it was made in 2007. err. when i was in p4. went with ruiying to vivocity and got tempted to do the rabbit :D
these are some bead jewelry i made in kindergarden. ._.
this is a really cool knitting set that my kindergarden principal gave me. you put in the wool, one night later, some wooly knitted thing comes out from the bottom of the duck. it's really really cool.

bei bei jing jing huan huan ying ying ni ni :D

7- eleven christmas puzzle!
err. this is the 101 Dalmatian with its paws over its eyes and that i still cant figure out how to work ._.
HAH! they actually make some really cute sound when you press the button behind them. the kfc toys in the past.
this dog scares me. you turn the thing on the side and it'll move its body forward and suddenly do a body flip.
ELMOOO! :D haha. it has extremely long legs and hands :X

finally done. gosh. i had to wait so long for the stuff to get uploaded. talked to zhao en and yinn jaye and kept pressing the mousehunt horn in the midst of the long long long wait. i managed to get yinn jaye change his facebook picture, BUT it's still that of an eclipse. GOSHHH. doesn't he get bored or something :X and zhao en ermm, revealed his emo past and the emo side of him. it was rather, not that emo. and we've been going through the zodiac horoscopes stuff. pretty much, all the same.

and i was doing math and chinese in the afternoon! :D haha. be proud of me (:

2009-09-06T21:06:00.003+08:00

i have no idea how many times i've done this :D

Name the 20 people you can think of right now. Don't read the questions till you've named the 20 people.At the end of this, saboh 5 people to do this.This list shall be girls and boys. Alternately. In alphabetical order for girls, alphabetical order for boys.
1. avril :D
2. abraham
3. christina :D
4. daniel (chong)
5. clarie :D
6. isaac (peh)
7. cristal :D
8. jing cheng
9. eden :D
10. jun hui
11. huieng :D
12. junius
13. rui ying :D
14. juo shuen
15. sherralyn :D
16. him
17. si pei (:
18. shuin kang
19. vanessa (:
20. zhao en

How did you meet 14?
[juo shuen] charity 3`06.

What will you do if you don't meet 2?
[abraham] i've known him for a pretty long time now. but what am i supposed to do if i dont meet him?!

What if 9 & 20 dated?
[eden & zhao en] will never happen.

Will 6 & 17 ever be together?
[isaac & si pei] no.

Describe 3.
[christina] she's really cute and speaks really well, according to mr tan. :D

Is 8 attractive?
[jing cheng] err. idk o.o

Describe 7.
[cristal] she's really pretty. one of my close friends. :D

Know any of 12's family members?
[junius] he has a brother, i think.

What will you do if 18 broke up with you?
[shuin kang] broke up? we aren't even together. we're pure friends.

What language does 15 speak?
[sherralyn] english. chinese. and prob singlish?

Who is 9 going out with?
[eden] no one.

How old is 16?
[him] an age. :D

When was the last time you spoke to 13?
[rui ying] just now. on lead.

Who is 1's fave band?
[avril] she's currently obsessed with the jonas brothers and demi lovato.

Will you ever like 4?
[daniel chong] we're friends. and he's very devoted to his one and only :D

Will you ever date 2?
[abraham] what do you think.

Is 19 single?
[vanessa] yes.

What's 10's last name?
[junhui] his name's ho jun hui. figure it out yourself.

Will you ever be in a relationship with 11?
[hui eng] we're pretty good friends, that's all. we're no les.

What's the school of 3?
[christina] phpps, heading to some prestigious school :D

Where does 6 live?
[isaac peh] somewhere in bukit panjang.

Favourite thing about 5?
[clarie] sweet :D

2009-09-04T21:12:00.008+08:00

i decided to post some seriously overdue pics that i found on my camera.

a few months ago, in june, we went to sungei buloh :D

main entrance. i had a hard time taking this with all the people pushing me, from behind :X

i have no idea why there's this eye. i think mr woon explained, or did he?
i think the words are some animal names.
the dos and donts when in the reserve.
jael's bag! :D i found it really cute, so i took it. and she was totally looking at me, ridiculed.

look at the roots poking out of the mud! :D

a pic of a duck on a dustbin.
ermm. apparently, i didn't go blind after looking at the tree :X in fact, no one else noticed there was even this tree present. ._.
can you see all the gigantic red ants?
really nice picture. the river was flowing, so the picture's got this really nice effect.

a weird picture of something on ANOTHER dustbin! :D

i totally cut off the bottom part. but it's the creative work of ______. the creative work's on the ceiling, btw :D
ermm, if you continued walking, you'll drop into the river :D
can you see the mudskipper? the brown thing right at the bottom of the picture.
i found this picture nice as well :D see the ripples on the river.

yes, enjoy the tranquility. sponsored by HSBC.

you enjoy, you get cash :D is that what it means?:X

the one in mark is ruiying :D and the one with the crumpler and her carebear is avril. and the one in an orange and white bag is shiu jern. :D
there were many of these signs. but we didn't see a single crocodile ): sad.
look how dead the trees are.
rui ying and i. our shadows that is :D
clarie's really cute bird park fan :D

although i totally hate this picture cos i look extremely stupid, i had a hard time getting ruiying to take it, so i decided i might as well just post it, or it will be a waste of my effort.

2009-09-03T21:18:00.002+08:00

on second thought, i can't find anyone with quizzes for me to rip :X arh, well. i should be studying, anyway. i'm just violating my rules :X

2009-09-03T20:58:00.003+08:00

results are coming back, day by day. REALLY SLOWLY.

prelims are over, but i ought to start mugging for psle. so, i'll stop coming online prob, next week or something, and start my mugging spree, AGAIN. although i'm dreading it. alot.

and mr tan, you keep emphasizing that faith has beaten and trashed us. thank you very much. we'll promise you we'll work harder, don't seem so sad. and get well soon, your back's been giving you problems again ): so, stop walking the stairs! the lift is there for use ._.

and and i feel like doing some quizzes, although i said i would post some lyrics ._. ok, so i'm off on my search for quizzes, for entertainment, then i'll go mug :D

tata.

2009-09-02T20:36:00.004+08:00

i have a feeling i already did this more than like, twice. ._. but, yeah i was tempted to do it, cos rui re-did it :D

Name the first 20 people that come to mind. 1-10 should be the same gender as you; 11-20 should be the opposite gender.

[alphabetical order]
1: avril
2: christina
3: clarie
4: cristal
5: eden
6: gilian
7: jael
8: rui ying
9: si pei
10: vanessa

[i can't think of any guys, like at this moment.]
11: abraham
12: daniel (chong)

13: isaac (peh)

14: jing cheng

15: jun hui
16: junius
17: juo shuen
18: him.
19: shuin kang
20: zhao en

Answer truthfully, do not change the numbers to which people correspond

Are you dating any of these numbers?:
for the first 10 numbers, im no les.

the next 10, i erm, am quite young, you know o.o

Would ___ and ___ make a good couple...:
2 and 14?:
[christina & jing cheng] hah. christina has got someone in her mind :D and jingcheng, idk. but im pretty sure they wont be together.

3 and 17?:
[clarie & juoshuen] i hope juoshuen's moved on. i'll be proud of him :D

1 and 19?:
[avril & shuin kang] if you use LOGIC, it'll never happen. because avril's already got someone in her mind :D

8 and 12?:
[ruiying & daniel (chong)] WHAT DO YOU THINK. and ruiying is taken, ok. ):

10 and 11?:
[vanessa & abraham] nahh. abraham's taken.

9 and 16?:
[si pei & junius] don't make me laugh. junius's got someone in his mind already. and si pei, well, i think she has one too.

4 and 13?:
[cristal & isaac peh] think for yourself.

7 and 15?:
[jael & jun hui] they both have a grudge on each other, i bet.

6 and 18?:
[gilian & him] err, no. because gilian has someone in her mind :D and him, idk anything about him, so don't ask me.

5 and 20?:
[eden & zhao en] i'm pretty sure both of them have their own crushes.

Is 12 sexy?:
[daniel (chong)] what a humorous question.

Would you ever date 13?:
[isaac (peh)] he doesn't like me anymore. and no, i wouldn't.

Is 7 your best friend?:
[jael] we were best friends.

Does 18 like Chinese food?:
[him] ask him yourself.

Where does 3 live?:
[clarie] the nexus.

What is 1's favorite food?:
[avril] she likes sweets.

What is 19's favorite color?:
[shuin kang] grey. he told me on my tagboard :D

Has 16 ever seen Titanic?:
[junius] ask him yourself.

Would you ever date 14?:
[jing cheng] i don't think so.

Have you ever kissed 15?:
[junhui] oh my freak. no.

Have you ever kissed 8?:
[ruiying] idk. i can't really remember. but we've hugged alot.

Is 4 attractive?:
[cristal] hmmms. i'm pretty sure you can see for yourself.

Does 2 have a boy/girlfriend?:
[christina] noppes.

Is 10 dating 11?:
[vanessa & abraham] I TOLD YOU. abraham's taken. and vanessa got someone in her mind.

Does 9 get good grades?:
[si pei] top few in charity :D smarty panttts (:

Who does 6 live with?:
[gilian] her parents and her brother?

What is 5's middle name?:
[eden] her name's eden teoh kang min. figure it out yourself.

Do 17 and 20 know each other?:
[juo shuen & zhao en] yeahhs.

Is 2 a virgin?:
[christina] yeah, duh.

How old is 17?:
[juo shuen] 12 :D

have you ever danced with 13?:
[isaac (peh)] ew, no. ._.

Would you ever dance with 20?:
[zhao en] ask me that like when i actually do ._.

Has 4 ever dated 18?:
[cristal & him] hah. NO. cristal's got erm, her guy. and him, i don't know anything about him.

Have you ever liked 15?:
[junhui] no.

Does 9 have any siblings?:
[si pei] yeahhs.

Is 1 your best friend?:
[avril] we're close friends.

On a scale of 1-10 how cute is 5?:
[eden] if 10's the cutest, then 10 :D

Do 3, 19, and 12 like 8?:
[clarie, shuin kang, daniel (chong); ruiying] they LIKE ruiying as a friend.

Would you ever kiss 11?:
[abraham] ermm, no.

Has 6 ever liked 14?:
[gilian & jing cheng] no. i don't think so.

Do you have a crush on 16?:
[junius] no.

How did you meet 7?:
[jael] charity 3` 06.

Does 10 get along with 1?:
[vanessa & avril] they're classmates.

How long have you known 16?:
[junius] since p1.

Have you ever kissed 5?:
[eden] i don't know. can't remember. but we've hugged alot.

Who is 2 dating?:
[christina] no one. i think.

Does 19 have any siblings?:
[shuin kang] yeahhs.

Would you ever dance with 13?:
[isaac] haven't you ask this already ._.

where does 9 live?:
[si pei] high oaks.

Have you ever liked 14?:
[jing cheng] noppes. but we're close friends :D

How did you meet 3?:
[clarie] in p1 or 2 or something :X

What are 4's parents' names?:
[cristal] i have no idea.

Are 6 and 7 best friends?:
[gilian & jael] noppes.

does 17 have a crush?:
[juo shuen] erm. i think the whole class knew it was clarie. but i don't know if he's gotten over her.

Have you ever wanted 11?:
[abraham] WANTED? what a weird question.

Would you ever have sex with 20?:
[zhao en] i can't stand you.

How cute 1-10 is 15?:
[junhui] i shall not answer this.

Do you know any secrets about 12?:
[daniel] he likes his 'friend' alot :D

Has 8 ever liked 18?:
[ruiying & him] she would never snatch him :D

Is 10 your best friend?:
[vanessa] mms. i dont really know. we were best friends. but we're really really really close :D

xx xx-

hah. finally done with the quiz :D yinn jaye and i were ermm confusing each other on facebook ._. and junius and i were talking about something which i didn't understand. i sound so blur-red :X maybe i AM blur. cos im like really exhausted. i was watching tv when i fell asleep (boring show, yeah)

and rui and i had a 1h 20 min talk about some STUFF. but hey, that hasn't beat our record yet. i think it was like more than 2 h the other time :X hahas. but my phone bill's free :D

and i am totally ermm HAPPY today :D just because just because just because.

OH YA. i still owe some lyrics, eh? okok. i'll have the up soon, i promise :D

ok, have to go now :D

tata.

2009-09-01T18:40:00.002+08:00

back from patching up some holes in the floor, with cement. back-breaking work ;D

hohoho. merry christmas. :D ok. im becoming damn random ._. gahh. gtg eat. brb soon. i have some lyrics to post :D

2009-09-01T16:02:00.002+08:00

heyys :D

finally changed my skin! :D added some lyrics and all that (:

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, my beloved teachers :D

mr tan, ms teo, mdm sim, mr woon and all the other teachers out there.

thank you so much for being the people who bring wisdom to our lives, each and every day.

teacher's are the ones who bring out the best in us, lighting the way to show that we can be better than we are. very well said.

i've been online since 11. ._. really long.

ok, back to my blogskin.

i really like the pics.

i kinda ermm. improvised it and all that- standard procedure.

and and PRELIMS are finally over. just ended yesterday. at least i get to get one day of rest? :D

hahhas. my mum's been out since 10 and hasn't been back. she's gone to attend some sad event.

oh. and i was trying to figure out what a song name was when i went to ruiying's blog, saw her craze of owl city, typed in owl city and firefly, and found out the song name was firefly. very fascinating. :D

although i haven't gone crazy of owl city, i think i will pretty soon, and then join ruiying's fan club :D haha ._.

hah. my mum just came home. and she's asking me to go rest. :X

2009-08-28T22:11:00.005+08:00

im freaking angry. at my comp. hah. dont think otherwise (:

the internet connection totally went boom on me. the whole house was trying to use the internet o.o and hah. try 3 levels calling my mum :D and so my mum had to call 1633 like in the middle of the night? ._. somehow, the person wasnt even able to like solve the problem. and i came up with a brilliant plan (thank me, mum.) off the main switch. such a brilliant plan, aint it. and the internet connection's back on! :D

i was trying to tell my mum that like 5 times. till she finally listened to me ._. something that could be solved in just a flick of the switch. and she had to trouble 1633 :X i was actually surprised people picked up the phone ._. highly efficient, indeed.

prelims. one more paper to go. science. how tragic. pathetic. and we aren't allowed to celebrate teachers' day ): mm. a few seniors say they're coming back to school on monday. can't wait to see them! ;D miss them so muchhhh D:

oh yes, our pathetic state of not being able to celebrate teacher's day. yes. ermm. mdm ling volunteered charity 6 to go give out teacher's day cards to various teachers. and hah. we're the only p6 class who will be able to watch the celebrations. valerie's planning the games and christina's doing mcee.

and prelim science ends at 10 on monday. and it'll be freedom. for like a few days? before mugging starts for psle. or say, teachers start to tell us our most dreaded results and we'll be devastated and really sad (or over the moon and really happy, for brainiacs).

and ruiying's down with lympnode. it's contagious. and did you know she's working for 91.3?! hah. only learnt that today. so disappointed she didn't tell me earlier.

and eden's down with the usual bug. i think i'm gonna get it soon. can feel my throat going horrid. must drink more water, wash it all out.

and den darl, don't cry k. it's ok (: you know i'll always love you :D so pick yourself up. you'll definitely do well. no one will dare demean you, no matter what. it's ok if you face setbacks. but be sure to spring back and move on. don't stay crying over spilt milk. because it's not worth it. what's more, it's you know you'll be able to do it, to succeed. so trust yourself. and trust me. cos you have most of all my best wishes, with you (er, before ruiying says im being biased).

i intended to make this really emo. cos i'm honestly angry and sad bout some stuffs. but i shadn't bore you with the details (: hahhh :DD

and i ain't an emo person. so i don't go into emo details.

and i'm laughing, so what do you think? o.o

and anyone from ch6, is tuesday's movie plan still on? avril needs, wants to know. tag, post on the class blog or just msn me or sms or whatsoever means of communication you can find to get to me asap. thank you :D

yupp. that's all the updates for the week. other than some other really insane stuffs that's been happening in class, which i STILL wont go into details or i'll seriously bore you. thank me for being kind, yeah :D

tata (:

sayonara.

will be back aft science paper. that will be quite a few days later, i guess. till then, i'm back to mugging.

sms me, cos my phone's the only thing i have with me 24-hrs, and it's my way of easing boredom! :D thank, god.

but i have a limit. a serious horrible limit. ):

wait, didn't i say tata and sayonara already?

ok, bern. GET YOUR BUTT OFF THE COMPUTER.

2009-08-23T20:25:00.002+08:00

The willpower of a red ant. Two steps. The two heavy dangers to an ant. But it still managed to carry on. It clambered on, haphazardly, coiled itself into a ball, (pretended to be dead, hah, but i stayed there the whole time till it got up), and twitched. Then, it picked itself up, and carried on its journey, to who-knows-where. but it was no longer the graceful red creature that had crawled on my racket. neither was it the little dainty amber insect climbing down the legs of the bench. it was not the ant it was before, but it survived. it had the courage, the strength, and the willpower. it carried on. withstanding the whatever-may-comes. with the spirit of a great warrior, but the body of a midget ant.

2009-08-12T17:50:00.002+08:00

how could i mistaken 69 for 80?! ok, that proves my math's awfully bad ._.

so, now i have to go tell ms teo to amend the front page. and i can totally imagine her expression.

gahh. don't remind me. haha. i forgot to minus the 11 marks for the back of section c ._. and so, i'm totally pissed at myself.

i'm totally having a super-pain headache now that's wrecking my mind.

2009-08-11T21:26:00.002+08:00

my printer seems to be exhausted through the 6-page printing. mr tan, how can you torture my printer like that :X it's gonna be no-inked pretty soon, at the rate you're going :D

miraculously, i'm done with my homework, again :D yay. except for science. i'm too lazy to touch it, yet. arh, well. i have up til tomorrow and friday for two papers :X

i ought to get my butt offline now. mr tan's tempting me by posting all those stuff on lead. ): gahhhh.

2009-08-11T17:53:00.003+08:00

this quiz tempted me to do it. got this from kendra on facebook. pretty much not exceptionally long. changed the phrasing a little, cos i'm not on facebook.

INSTRUCTIONS:
Think of any 30 people randomly, then answer the questions below.
If you're tagged in this note, copy and paste this note and carry the chain on.

PEOPLE:
1. RUI YING
2. jia hua
3. EDEN
4. zhao en
5. VANESSA
6. shuin kang
7. CLARIE
8. jun hui
9. CRISTAL
10. han xuan
11. CHRISTINA
12. him (someone in which you're not supposed to know :D)
13. SHERYL
14. abraham
15. GILIAN
16. daniel chong
17. AVRIL

18. isaac peh
19. CHERYL
20. juo shuen
21. SI PEI
22. junius
23. VALERIE lim tzi en
24. chan wai
25. JING XUAN
26. daniel yap
27. PEI XUAN
28. jin jie
29. KOH EWE
30. wen hong

PHPPS-based. girl-boy-girl-boy :D

THE QUESTIONS:

How did you meet 10?

[han xuan] charity 5 08

What would you do if you had never met 6? (Cheryl Tan)
[shuin kang] no cute comics drawer ): or elmo ): that's sad.

What would you do if 20 and 15 dated?
[juo shuen & GILIAN] would that even happen? o.o

If you could marry between 29 and 14, who will it be?
[KOH EWE & abraham] neither. i'm not a les. and how can i marry abraham?! o.o

Did you ever like 9?
[CRISTAL] i like her as a friend.

Have you ever seen 4 cry?
[zhao en] no. he's pretty much strong.

Would 4 and 12 make a good couple?
[zhao en & him] what'd you think. if they're gay.

Would number 1 and 2 make a good couple?

[RUI YING & jiahua] of course. see the affinity? i didn't arrange this.

Describe 8.
[jun hui] he's a boy. who well, has a gf.

Do you like 12?

[him] when you use the term 'him', you should get what i mean.

Tell me something about 17.

[AVRIL] she's loud. and nice :D

What's 7's favorite color?

[CLARIE] blue.

What would you do if 1 just confessed they liked you?

[RUI YING] of course she does. as a friend, duh.

When was the last time you talked to number 15?

[GILIAN] today, in school.

How do you think 19 feels about you?

[CHERYL] ask her yourself.

What languages does 13 speak?
[SHERYL] english and chinese bah.

Who is 2 going out with?

[jia hua] ask me this when he gets the courage to ask ahhem out :D

What grade is 16 in?

[daniel chong]primary 6.

What is 5's favorite music?

[VANESSA] she has loads of chinese songs on her walkman.

Would you ever date 3?
[EDEN] if i were a boy.

Is 11 single?

[CHRISTINA] yeahhs.

What is 10's last name?

[han xuan] his full name is wong han xuan. figure it out yourself.

Would you ever want to be in a serious relationship with 7?

[CLARIE] we're sworns.

Where does 18 live?

[isaac peh] somewhere in bukit panjang.

What do you think about 20?

[juo shuen] he's crazily in love with someone.

What is the BEST thing about 4?

[zhao en] he can be really nice and sweet at times. a great guy friend with a great mind :D

Is 21 hard-working?

[SI PEI] you can never find anyone to replace her, other than claribel.

What would you like to tell 30 right now?

[wen hong] 你是男的!

How did you meet 9?

[CRISTAL] p5 c1 08

What is the best and worst thing about 2?

[jia hua] best thing: he likes erm, a girl :D

worst thing: he doesn't take the initiative.

Are you going to know 3 forever?

[EDEN] yeahhs.

How long have you known 26?

[daniel yap] quite a long time.

Who is 24?
[chan wai] a guy?

Are you or did you ever date 28?

[jin jie] no.

Do you have a crush on 27?

[PEI XUAN] i'm no les.

Would you kiss 25?
[JING XUAN] and again, i'm no les.

Have you hugged/kissed 22?

[junius] no.

Is 1 your bff?

[RUI YING] yeahhs. how'd you know. one of my bffs.

What do you hate about 23?

[VALERIE lim tzi en] nothing.

What's your relationship with 30?

[wen hong] we're just friends.

finally done.

2009-08-10T21:40:00.004+08:00

i decided to do this since i had the time. pretty much, i'm done with homework. impressive! :D

i had to type all of this out.

still.

credits to stella.

SEVEN THINGS YOU WILL FIND IN YOUR ROOM

[studyroom]

1. computer

2. assessment books

3. stationery

4. storybooks (harry potter! marley and me! :D)

5. cables

6. weird stuff

7. my school bag

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP QUESTIONS

1. Do you like anyone?

yeahhs.

2. Does someone like you?

i don't think so.

3. Looks or Heart?

BOTH :D

4. Been Lead On?

huh?

5. Been cheated on?

i only had 12 years in my life.

6. Want A relationship?

prob.

7. Wanna get married?

ask me 10 years later.

SEVEN THINGS YOU CAN'T LIVE WITHOUT:

1. God

2. Family

3. Friends

4. Money

5. necessities

6. Phone

7. Music

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:

1. the song: i don't want to want you- lesley roy

2. zhao en and his fancy american article

3. him.

4. bffs.

5. the insane noise of the computer's fans.

6. my mum

7. the fact that i have to go pack my bag later

SEVEN OTHER THINGS - DO YOU

1. Believe in God?

yes.

2. Had A dream come true?

mms. i don't think so. can't remember. i dream of weird stuff.

3. Read the newspaper?

yupps. mr tan's craze of The Sunday Times's affected me.

4. Get enough sleep everyday?

noppes.

5. Have A good/best friend?

yeahh. more than one in fact.

6. Take A bath?

what'd you think?!

7. Wish on stars?

the other time i saw a shooting star, yes.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER

1. Fallen In Love

i guess.

2. Kissed Someone of the same sex?

ermm. my mum.

3. Hooked up with someone who had a BF/GF?

no.

4. Been to a bonfire?

noppes ):

5. Ran away from home?

noppes.

6. Played Strip poker?

what's this?

7. Pulled an all nighter?

o.o what'd you talking?

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 24 HOURS HAVE YOU:

1. Cried?

noppes.

2. Had Fun?

yeahhs. rui and i were being insane.

3. been kissed?

later bah. by mummy.

4. Felt stupid?

alot.

5. Talked to an ex?

no ex.

6. Missed Someone?

yeahhs.

7. Listened to music?

am listening.

RED: blood.

1. Are you currently mad at someone?

noppes. not really. i seldom get angry. ask around.

2. Which of your family members has the worst temper?

my mum.

3. Have you every thrown Something at anyone?

like a piece of paper?

4. Does your face turn red when you're angry?

noppes.

5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell?

neither. i bottle it all up, take a few deep breaths and i'm over it.

ORANGE: my fave colour.

1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you?

noppes.

2. Are you easily excited?

yeahh :D

3. What event is coming up that you are looking forward to?

nothing at the moment. PSLE's coming up. is that something worth looking forward to?

4. If you won a million dollars, what will be your first thought?

why do i even win it?

5. What would make you the happiest right now?

it's a secret.

YELLOW: sunflower

1. Full Name

Bernadine Lye Su Hui

2. Birthday

07 01 1997

3. What's your main goal in life?

be happy for whatever that comes.

4. do you want children?

ask me that 10 years later.

5. How do you want to die?

in peace. with no regrets. happily.

BLUE: sky.

1. When is the last time you cried?

err, idk :X don't cry much.

2. What is the saddest thing that is happening right now?

hmms. mr woon giving too much homework :D

3. Do you usually cry/ get depressed when something doesn't happen your way?

i try to take things easy. be optimistic. it's life. get on with it.

4. Has anyone made you cry in the last 24 hours?

no.

5. When you are sad, what do you do?

seldom. but, i guess i'll just bottle it all up and totally forget it a few minutes later. i prefer to live things optimistic and good.

PINK: ermm. my nike bottle :D

1. Do you have a crush on one of your friends?

if he considers me a friend, yes.

2. Do you believe at love at first sight?

happens most of the time.

3. When you see you crush, do you act differently around him/ her?

who doesnt?

4. Do you have a girlfriend/boyfriend?

single.

5. Do you believe everyone has a soulmate?

depends.

oh. finally done. my fingers are on fire :D

2009-08-10T11:14:00.005+08:00

i ought to concentrate on doing my racial harmony day reflections. but i just couldn't resist doing this when i saw it. so shoot, drive, and let's go! ;D

got this from elyse on facebook. :D

and yes, i was that little pickpocket who stole it :P

If you've been tagged or you are reading this, you have the honor of copying all these goofy questions, writing your own response, and tagging 25 other victims. You have to tag me so really you just need 24 more people. If I tagged you, it's because I want to know more about you - but not in a creepy stalker kind of way. :D

Tagged by ______ (whoever who tagged you). [which was no one :D rmb, i ripped the quiz :X]

1. What time did you get up this morning?
hmms. 9am. i think. the alarm clock didn't go off. but a stomachache woke me up+my mum came barging into the room.

2. How do you like your steak?
ermmm. i don't know. my dad usually orders it and i'll eat it as it is.

3. What was the last film you saw at the cinema?
night at the museum 2. with ruiying, wenhong and jiahua. :D

4. What is your favorite TV show?
ermmmm, totally spies? hahas. it's one of them when i'm totally busted on things to do. how bout zack and cody. or err, oh. Boys over flowers? ar. just watch the tv. it's for leisure. OH. NEWSS! haha. jk ._.

5. If you could live anywhere in the world where would it be?

Singapore! :D

6. What did you have for breakfast?
chee cheong fun. didn't finish it :X was having a stomachache.

7. What is your favorite cuisine?
mmmmmms. cuisine? Italian! :D say, chinese is not bad.

8. What foods do you dislike?
i personally enjoy eating.

9. Favorite Place to Eat?
in a place with a romantic ambience. YEA RIGHT. what do you mean by favorite place to eat? o.o ohhh! where my friends are. yea :D

10. Favorite dressing?
dressing? as in salad dressing? or clothes dressing? answer me and i'll tell you.

11.What kind of vehicle do you drive?
underaged. i'm of a young age at 12, my dear ._.

12. What are your favorite clothes?
the clothes in my cupboard. rmb, you must treasure what you have.

13. Where would you visit if you had the chance?
united states. or. paris. london.

14. Cup 1/2 empty or 1/2 full?
1/2 full most of the time.

16. Favorite time of day?
math class ;D ok. kidding. ermmm. whenever i'm with my bffs bar ;D

17. Where were you born?
Singapore!

18. What is your favorite sport to watch?
tennis. you know it's really interesting to see the ball get whacked and totally on the line at the corner of the box. really cool.

19. Who do you think will not tag you back?
err, depends on who i would be tagging. later.

20. Person you expect to tag you back first?
Ruiying. i hope.

21. Who are you most curious about their responses to this?
er, most curious?

22. Bird watcher?

LOOK! there's a bird! would you rather boil it or fry it. or just enjoy looking at it fly in the sky?

no. it's really boring.

23. Are you a morning person or a night person?
both, i guess. i generally do not flare up easily, thank you.

24. Do you have any pets?
two dogs. rusty and bruno. beloved (:

25. Any new and exciting news you'd like to share?
there's one but i wouldn't tell you.

26. What did you want to be when you were little?
hmms a vet :D

27. What is your best childhood memory?
hah! playing with barbie dolls! :D

28. Are you a cat or dog person?
dog! i have two, gosh.

29. Are you married?
hmms. ask me that in 10 or 15 years.

30. Always wear your seat belt?
sometimes i'm just too lazy to lift my hand and pull the strap.

31. Been in a car accident?
witnessed one. and yeah. i think there was one when i was 6. but no injuries. i think it had something to do with a motorbike suddenly rushing out from nowhere.

32. Any pet peeves?
i beg your pardon?

33. Favorite Pizza Toppings?
ermmm. salami! :]

34. Favorite Flower?
i like roses :D and prob tulips.

35. Favorite ice cream?
macadamia

36. Favorite fast food restaurant?
Macdonalds. i'm lovin' it.

37. How many times did you fail your driving test?
underaged. if i would take one in the future, i prob wouldn't fail, like you :P

38. From whom did you get your last email?
Orange shark. 'play today's daily quickie game'.

39. At which store would you choose to max out your credit card?
Gap. or er, adidas? :D

40. Do anything spontaneous lately?

spontaneous?

41. Like your job?
as a student? not really.

42. Broccoli?
yupps! :D let me go back to when i was young. i used to pretend broccolis were TREES. that can be eaten! :D

43. What was your favorite vacation?
guizhou. last year. and korea. when i was in p4.

44. Last person you went out to dinner with?
I think with my mom and brother. :)

45. What are you listening to right now?
i don't want to want you- lesley roy.

46. What is your favorite color?
ORANGE! :D

47. How many tattoos do you have?
none.

48. How many are you tagging for this quiz?
give me some time to think.

49. What time did you finish this quiz?
11:40 am.

50. Coffee Drinker?
sometimes :D

tag:

ruiying.

eden.

shuin kang.

zhao en.

christina.

cristal.

2009-08-09T20:22:00.000+08:00

we, the citizens of Singapore,

pledge ourselves as one united people,

regardless of race, language or religion,

to build a democratic city,

based on justice and equality,

so as to achieve,

happiness, prosperity and progress for our nation

i recited the pledge promptly! did you? >:]

2009-08-09T09:08:00.002+08:00

bored at home on a sunday morning. how abominable. my parent's gone out to chinatown to do some fish-shopping.

anyway,

today's national dayy! :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY SINGAPORE! :D

celebrating 44 years of independence, you're still a young nation on the rise, improving and moving forward, day by day. May Singapore prosper through all times, good or bad.

新加坡，我祝你国泰民安，欣欣向荣 :D 生日快乐! :]

ohh, remember to recite the pledge at 8:22pm tonight! and wear red and white! ;D

2009-08-08T22:26:00.002+08:00

lesley roy mania :D

lesley roy;

i don't want to want you

i cant breathe
i cant sleep without you
im lost
in this hell alone
so i pray
that i find the light
cant i change?
will i be alright?

if i could only clear my mind
leave all this madness far behind

i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh)
(oh)
i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do?
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh)
(oh)

we were good
we were doin alright
in those days
there were beautiful nights
but the scars
in your heart blinded you
from the start
not a thing i could do

if i could have helped you save your mind
leave all your darkness far behind

i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh)
(oh)
i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do?
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh)
(oh)

i just cant let go
we cant lose and
we cant win
this game we're playin in
look at us now
the shape we're in
its over
over
i guess its over...
its over...

(no i dont want)
i dont want to want you
but i hate to say i do
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh, for you, oh)

i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do?
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh, oh)

(oh, oh)
oh no

i dont want to want you

i dont need to need you
what am i supposed to do?
i cant help the way i feel
for you
(oh, oh)

just cant let go...
just cant let go...

Lesley Roy;

I'm gone, I'm going

So sick of hearing your words
All I can hear you say
Is how you want me to live
My life a different way
I'm gonna pack up my things
I'm gonna do it just
Watch me, watch me

I'm like a rat in a cage
About to lose it all
And I ain't gonna give up until I'm standing tall
I'm gonna throw it all in
Just get it over with
Watch me, watch me

Cuz life is way too short
And I can't wait no more

Here I go
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore

So sick of falling apart and crawling back again
So sick of playing the games that I can never win
I really had it, just so so sick of it
Watch me, just watch me

Cuz life is just way too short
And I can't wait anymore

Here I go
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore

I wont look back
I wont look back no more
Hey

So here I go,
I'm gone, I'm going
I'm so over you, and I don't care
And I wont go back
Cuz I know if I do, I wont make it
Forgive me, I can't take it anymore

Lesley Roy;

Slow Goodbye

I can read the lines
On your face
And they're telling me
Everything I already know
Yeah
I hold you in my arms
But your light-years away from me
Slowly sinking
Under alone
Yeah
So I act cool
On the outside
But it's eating me
Alive

Cuz when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
All the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye

Sitting in the park
After dark
Smoking cigarettes
Biting on the black of my nails
Cuz all I ever wanted
Was what you took away from me
Trying to make it right
But it's too late
I'm a hopeless case
On the inside
And it's eating me
Alive

Cuz when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
All the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye

I die
A million times
Every time when you
Look me in the eye
Die
Cuz I've heard it all before
The same game
Going around and around
But I still end up with nothing
But hurting

Cuz when it comes to you
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
All the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye
Yeah
There's nothing I can do
I can't make you love me
When you don't
I see it in your eyes
All the compromise
I can't take another
Slow goodbye

will add the songs to my playlist :D hahas. totally in love with those songs now. :]

2009-08-08T21:57:00.002+08:00

omg. my dad like totally restricted me to a 15-msg daily limit. HOW IS THAT EVEN FEASIBLE, or say, realistic? it's driving me crazy. and i already maxed out that limit like 3 days? ._.

i'm constantly reminding myself to stop touching my phone. and it's pretty tempting. since the messages are from cristal and ruiying ):

oh, well, i was a little overboard with the 1,780 messages last month :x but, it's unlimited sms.

my dad claims it's cos i should concentrate on psle. GAHH. ok. bern. focus. do not think about other stuff, (especially some-people-know-who), and do not let any distractions overcome you.

gosh, i better set a testimony. that should make me concentrate. or maybe not ._.

500 msgs a month. i shall promise myself i can make it. that shall mean not smsing for a week first, before i start my 15-msg spree. GAHH. this is serious torture. but no, i will not say: i can't take it anymore.

2009-08-03T21:33:00.003+08:00

i am positive. totally positive. hate rushing through science homework in the middle of the night. er, well, it was supposed to be handed up last week :X and i am so pissed because i had to practically search three drawers and find my notes in the first drawer. how horrible. and for the efforts of trying to get the two heavy files out of the first drawer, i reaped nothing but got my feet and hands hurt. with i do not hook up by kelly clarkson blasting through my speakers, it was even worse :X such desperate attempts were futile. and somehow, i found the file under my computer table (in the first "drawer") beside the two heavy files. really really really. argh. ): and so yes, the notes, however were quite useful in bringing results. :D but i still have a question on sonar energy ._. apparently, i have two files containing the same notes. but i can't find the other one. and. my mum's rushing me to go over to watch some hong kong show at 10. see how much time i have? it's 9:38 now. which means 22 more mins. to complete one question on sonar energy, sign the 'no supplementary' note, try and do some questions on the science practice 4 sect A, go spot some 'incidents' for chinese (which i don't really have to do, but just to emphasize my point), and then go please my mum.

and yes, sonar energy. would anyone help me? :X let's google it.

apparently, sonar energy has something to do with the echolocation of bats and dolphins. and how does that help me when i'm in an urgent need for information on ships?! and then they give me some facts on word war 1. THEN AGAIN. HOW DOES THIS HELP ME?! i'm getting frustrated. and my correction tape gives up on my at this vital moment. its tip broke. see how horrible i can be when i'm in a rush? then again, i have like 14 mins left to answer the question. oh, guide book! help me! still of no help. what am i to do?! 7 more minutes. oh, stop being dramatic, bern ><

hahas :D ok, i better go finish that question :X tata(:

2009-07-22T20:03:00.004+08:00

Got this really cute thing from weiqi's facebook notes.

9 People

1. List some things you want to say to 9 different people but you know you never will.
2. Don't say who they are.
3. Feel free to comment, but don't confirm or answer anything.

1. babe, you're the ultimate BFF. and you're absolutely pretty and hot. you know, you can often go all philosophical and often deny what you really think. although you often disclaim about certain stuff, you sometimes know yourself that your heart does not agree with what you claim. if you're not open to what you really feel deep down in that beating red goo, then you're deceiving yourself. we often argue whether 'he' is the right one for you. but all i can actually advice you is to follow your heart. cos it's where all the feelings come from. the subtle thoughts are often challenging to uncover. but you'll make it through. with me by your side, always supporting you. like how you always support me and direct me to the right course when i stray. oh ya, don't cry. cos i love you always :D

2. heyy hottie ;D you're the BFF too. and pretty and hot as well ;D you're an exceptional gift from god. you can be the cheerful one but also the one that totally bring our moods down. well, although i do admit that your occasional paroxysm of rage may often cost us to drift a little further. but with all the little ups and downs brings the wholesome. don't you realise you have alot of suitors :X you're really sweet and i totally love you so (:

3. i've been liking you for almost more than 4 years, but haven't mustered enough courage to tell you so.

4. you're a really nice guy friend. really nice. and you're totally super pro with words :D

5. you're a bff too. :D and you're totally nice and cute and all that. and a boy-magnet :D

6. fishball! :D hahhas. those totally red cheeks (: and meow-ing. stuff that i would never forget. i totally love you. let's go to ny together, ok? persuade me to work hard. ;D

7. i had a really hard time finding someone to fit here. but i'll think of someone and put him/her here some time later.

8. Ron, you should learn to be taking more of the initiative rather than have people make chances for you. (er, by this, i do not mean the real ron from harry potter, btw.)

9. Harry Potter, stop patting your hair. (erm. by this i still do not mean the real harry potter, fyi)

no names mentioned. go figure out who you are yourself! ;D that's the fun of it. i noticed that i had alot of attractive friends. you see 1,2,5 and 6? yeah. i know you get what i mean!

2009-07-20T21:13:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZHAO EN! :D

hahas, totally didn't know it was your birthday till i went to the class blog, but it's never too late ;D

2009-07-19T16:57:00.001+08:00

it's like once upon a time, where there was once this perfection.

there's nothing wrong with liking someone and telling him how you feel. there's nothing wrong with getting together. it's part of life, dear. have you ever thought of that maybe, you will feel more at ease and even better at actually concentrating when you actually stop glancing in that direction as he steals furtive glances at you. you can say "i don't know" as many times you want, but in the end, you heart will tell you where to go. follow your heart, it's always right. there's no limitations to where this world ends, because it's round. it's the same logic. everything will come into place, like jigsaw. it's just you cant afford to lose any pieces, or this happy ending will be tarnished with imperfections.

we do everything for the best of you. so, trust us. we will always be there for you, always behind you- or in front :D

i know it's not easy. but don't tell yourself "NO" when you haven't tried. nothing's impossible. if anything was, it would be the sky turning blue, the birds flying in the sky, or us humans- even living on this very surface of the earth. things are not going to be easy. it's going to be a maze, and a long one too. sometimes, you may meet a dead end, with no where to go. that's when you turn back and return to the main path, which you strayed from.

have you ever thought of the possibilities? what it would be like.

2009-07-18T21:50:00.002+08:00

HELLOOO :D

today's 18 july right?

HAPPY BIRTHDAY YINN JAYE :D

ok. i must totally rush-post cos i needa go watch harry potter. it starts in 9 minutes! the second part. totally missed the first part cos i was out. ): and that is like so sad D:

7 more minutes!

ok. i shall wait no more and go sit in front of the television! :D

2009-07-15T20:18:00.002+08:00

First thing you thought when you woke up this morning?:
five more minutes. :X

What color is the color of the shirt you have on?:
black.

Who was the last person you hung out with?:
mm, den and rui.

What is your mother's name?:
helen :D

and i shadn't tell you the rest :)

How old are you if you add 4 years to your age and divide it by 2?:
8 :D

Relationship status?:
single.

What were you doing before this survey?:
ermm. the science mcq mr woon asked us to do? :D

Do you know anyone who is in the military?:
i think triniton is o.o

What did you last take a picture of?:
lemme check my phone's camera album.

erm, it was a me and ruiying :X

Have you ever rode in a taxi? :
like who hasnt.

Do you like accents, if so which ones? :
ermms. no idea.

How many letters is your full name? :
lye su hui, bernadine

17 letters. what a long name :X

What time do you normally wake up at? :
weekdays 6.15 am.

other days before 9am

What is your favorite song at the moment? :
unfaithful- rihanna

What day will you never forget? :
a day.

Ever flown before? :
flown. like with wings? or on a plane? you're not being specific.

Do you like candy? :
not really sweets. but i love chocolates.

Write down some random lyrics stuck in your head :
Whenever I am feeling low
I look around me and I know
There's a place that will stay within me
Wherever I may choose to go
I will always recall the city
Know every street and shore
Sail down the river which brings us life
Winding through my Singapore

; the first stanza of home- kit chan.

i just was lazy to re-type this :X hehe :D and we're singing this for ndp, so this song's often on my mind.

Are you an open person? :
quite.

When was the last time you really smiled? :
ermm. i often smile. in fact, i smile too much, i can't really remember. :X

Do you believe you can do the impossible? :
it depends.

Favorite time of the year? :
after exams.

What was the last thing you drank? :
water? like just now.

Do you carry a purse? :
a wallet ._.

Who did you last talk to on the phone? :
eden, at around 3 or 4.

Last time you cried? :
the friday the week before.

What was the last thing you took a picture of? :
this question's repeated.

When is your best friend's birthday? :
12.02.1997; ruiying

20.10.1997; eden

Something your looking forward to?:
end of psle. that's when freedom reigns.

2009-07-14T20:59:00.002+08:00

i just saw this on rui's blog, and like she said, couldn't resist doing it :D

Lasts:
1. Last Beverage?:
water.
2. Last Phone Call?:
rui darl.
3. Last Text Message?:
rui; "idk. i just said: okay. How does that affect me? And then he walked away."
4. Last Song You Listened To?:
unfaithful by rihanna
5. Last Time You Cried?:
didn't i tell you that before. ermms, the friday the week before.
Have You Ever:

6. Dated Someone Twice?:
have i actually dated someone.
7. Been Cheated on?:
never been in a relationship.
8. Kissed Someone And Regretted It?:
never been kissed nor kissed anyone.
9. Lost someone special?:
no.
10. Been Depressed?:
not really. i'm rather optimistic. ask around.
11. Been Drunk?:
no. i'm not old enough.
List Three Favorite Colors:
12. orange x3
13. green :D
14. purple :)
This Year Have You:
15. Made New Friends?:
jules. valere. timothy. er, zi kang. mm. cyrus. roy. adelaide. martha. there should be more, but i can't remember.
16. Fallen Out Of Love?:
noppes.
17. Laughed until You Cried?:
yeahhs :X
18. Met Someone Who Changed You?:
quite a few.
19. Found Out Who Your True Friends Were?:
i think i've known them for quite awhile now. i didn't need to FIND them.
20. Found Out Someone Was Talking About You?:
hmms. yeahs.
21. Kissed anyone on your friends list?:
never kissed anyone.
22. How Many people on your friends list do you know in real life?:
ALL of them.
23. Do you have any pets? :
2 dogs :D rusty and bruno.
24. What did you do for your last birthday?:
celebrated with a couple of friends and family.
25. What time did you wake up today?:
6 am i think.
26. What were you doing at midnight last night?:
i was SLEEPING.
27. Name something you CANNOT wait for?:
err. patience is a virtue!
28. Last time you saw your father?:
this morning.
29. What is one thing you wish you could change about your life?:
anything possible.
30. What are you listening to right now?:
unfaithful by rihanna.
31. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom?:
to think about it, no.
32. What's getting on your nerves right now?:
nth actually.
You

33. What is your real name?:
lye su hui, bernadine.
34. Zodiac Sign?:
capricorn.
35. Male or Female?:
female.
36. Elementary School?:
if elementary was kindergarden, seedling.
37. Middle School?:
if this is primary, phpps.
38. High School?:
-
39. Hair Color?:
brownish-black.
40. Long or short hair?:
long.
41. Height?:
158! :D
42. Do you have a crush on someone?:
yeah. sadly.
43. What do you like about yourself?:
no idea.
44. Piercings?:
nada.
45. Tattoos?:
noppes.
46. Righty or Lefty?:
righty.
Firsts:
47. Surgery?:
hmms. when i was p2.
48. Piercing?:
when i was k2 :D

49. Tattoo?:
never.
50. Best Friend?:
jolin and samantha :D
51. Sport you joined?:
err, i play lots of sports, if you ask me :X
52. Pet?:
when i was 5. rusty.
53. Vacation you remembered?:
last year, guizhou. and some years back, tokyo.
54. Concert?:
i only went to one. the F.I.R world tour when they were in singapore.
55. Crush?:
err. them.
56. Alcoholic Drink?:
in a pub i think :X my dad gave the beer to me!
Right Now:
57. Eating?:
nothing.
58. Drinking?:
saliva.
59. I'm about to... :
type this.
60. Listening to... :
unfaithful by rihanna.
61. Waiting for... :
nothing, really :X
Your Future:
62. Want kids?:
maybe.
63. Want to get married?:
most prob.
64. Careers in mind?:
haven't thought that far yet. i'm currently still vexing about nanyang.
Which Is Better with the opposite/same sex?:
65. Lips or Eyes?:
erhh, ask me that again when i have a bf.
66. Hugs or Kisses?:
ask me that when i have a bf.
67. Shorter or Taller?:
apparently, people like taller guys, right?
68. Older or Younger?:
as long as the gap isnt that big, why not?
69. Romantic or Spontaneous?:
a little of both ;D
70. Nice stomach or Nice arms?:
ermm. ask when i get a bf.
71. Tattoos or Piercings?:
none bah.
72. Sensitive or Loud?:
sensitive. don't really like loudness.
74. Trouble Maker or Hesitant?:
a lil of both.
Have You Ever (2):
75. Kissed a stranger?:
never been kissed or kissed before.
76. Drank hard liquor? :
err, what's hard liquor?
77. Lost glasses/contacts?:
noppes.
79. Broken some one's heart?:
i think i did.
80. Had your heart broken?:
noppes.
81. Been arrested?:
noppes.
82. Turned someone down?:
about what?
83. Cried when someone died?:
no one's dead.
84. Liked a friend that is the same sex?:
as a friend.
Do You Believe In:
85. Yourself?:
sometimes.
86. Miracles?:
yeahh.
87. Love at first sight?:
often.
88. Heaven?:
yeahh.
89. Santa Claus?:
MUMMMY! isn't that santa claus? with the beard and the red hat? oh, wait. he's a fraud!

do i look like a two year old?
90. Kissing on the first date?:
maybe?
91. Angels?:
maybe.
92. Sex before marriage?:
not really.
93. Life on other planets?:
marslings?
94. Life after death?:
ermms, no idea.
95. Only being with one person forever?:
maybe.
Answer Truthfully:
96. Is there one person you want to be with right now?:
now? not really.
97. Had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at one time?:
never been in a relationship.
98. Do you believe it's possible to remain faithful forever?:
yeahhs.
99. What's the one thing you cannot live without?:
my friends and family.
100. What's one secret you have that not many people know?:
something which i will not tell you.

2009-07-12T21:33:00.003+08:00

today's my mum and dad's wedding anniversary. and i totally didn't know that. they've been married for 19 years :D yayy!

oh, and i whacked my head with a tennis racket today. i've been having a headache since in the afternoon. gahhh. after-effects? :D

2009-07-09T21:09:00.002+08:00

quiz i got from stella (pretty)'s blog ;D

1. First thing you wash in the shower?
hair.

2. What colour is your favorite hoodie?
black :D

3. Do you like coffee?
hmmms. er, not really.

5. How are you feeling RIGHT now?
home-ified.

6. What’s the last letter of your crush’s name?
ermms. n and e :D

7. Do you say aim or a-i-m?
huh?

8. Tell me about the last dream you remember having.
err? who are you? and why should i tell you? o.o still, it's a secret.

9. Could you eat your favourite food everyday for a month and not get sick of it?
of course. it's 'favourite food' after all!

10. What are you craving?
water. im like super thirsty now.

11. Do you floss?
err, not very often.

12. What comes to mind when I say cabbage?
a white round thing with leaves.

16. Have you ever counted to 1,000?
when i was counting sheeps, trying to put myself to sleep, yes.

17. Do you bite into your ice cream or just lick it?
both.

18. Do you use smileys?

yes, i do. and i'm using one now! :D see. i just used it ;D

19. How many bedrooms are in your house?
bedrooms? let's include study rooms. ermmm. 7 :X including my maid's room.

20. Have you ever met a celebrity?
yeahhs. but not great impression.

21. Do you like cottage cheese?
err. cottage cheese and cheese? tell me the difference.

22. What’s the last song you had stuck in your head?
Home- Kit Chan

23. How many countries have you visited?
too many to count.

24. Are your parents strict?
yeahhs. kinda.

25. Would you go sky diving?
probably if i wouldn't die from it.

[Questions 26 & 27 are missing.]

28. Is there anything sparkly in the room you’re in?
yeahhs. my stuff ;D

30. Do you rent movies?
noppes.

31. Who sits in front of you in your math class?
ermms. Teri.

35. Where are you going to be Saturday night?
hmms. not really sure.

36. Brown or white eggs?
both :D

37. Like rap music?
why not.

38. Ever taken a train?
Lol yup.

39. Experienced the twin towers falling in New York?
err, i would be dead right?

41. What day of the week is it?
thursday.

40. What was your Lunch?
duck rice.

43. What is your best friend doing tomorrow?
going to school and crapping with me :D

46. Have you ever seen The Butterfly Effect?
the what effect?

47. So, how about them Yankees?
the WHO?

51. Is your hair curly?
slightly wavy.

52. Last time you cried?
when my parents didn't allow me to go for tennis class, but it's all resolved now :D

53. Ever walked into a wall?
err, noppes.

55. Have you ever bought anything from PacSun?
what's 'pacsun'?

56. Favorite season?
singapore has no seasons, fyi.

61. The next person you’ll hold hands with?
ruiying! or eden :D no guys (:

62. Do you sleep with the TV on?
quite often.

63. Have you ever drank alcohol straight from the bottle?
noppes. prob from the glass.

64. Do you think you’re old?
i'm 12. what do you think.

65. Are you afraid of the dark?
Quite :X

66. Do you like your life right now?
i would like it AFTER PSLE.

67. When’s the last time you chose a bath over a shower?
ermms. i never choose between them.

68. Do you knock on wood?
my computer table's wood. :D

69. Do you have good vision?
not really.

70. Can you hula hoop?
yeahhs :D

71. Where are your parents?

next door watching tv.

72. Have you ever kissed in an elevator?
never kissed before, thank you :D

73. What is the next CD you will buy?
hmmms. hannah montana the movie soundtrack. wanted. :D

74. What brands are you wearing?
err, this brand from holland and something else.

76. Have you ever crawled through a window?
noppes. what's a door for, then?

77. Can you handle the truth?
often.

78. What was the most recent thing you bought?
my new nike water bottle! that i'm totally obsessed with. ask around.

79. How often do you talk on the phone?
hmms. i just got off a 30-min phone call not long ago.

80. Are you in a complicated relationship?
define 'complicated'

81. Do you hate more than 3 people?
noppes. hate's not a nice word.

82. Have you ever tripped someone?
err, yeahh. i forgot who though

86. Do you use chap stick?
yeahhs. nivea.

87. Are you too forgiving?
TOO, too forgiving. ask around.

88. Do you own something from Hot Topic?
from WHAT?

89. Do you own a gun?
noppes.

90. Have you made a prank phone call?
noppes :X

91. Have you ever been in a castle?
dont think so.

92. Do you like your hair?
it's ok. acceptable. easy to manage.

93. Do you like yourself?
ermm. dk. but i guess i have to live with it.

94. Are you closer to your mother or father?
equally as close to either of them.

95. Do you chat on AIM often?
aim?

2009-07-06T21:14:00.003+08:00

who was the last person you kissed?:
someone.

current mood?:
really bored.

what can you hear?:
permanent- david cook.

what does your last text message say?:
Because the dad who was nvr around cause of a misunderstanding chose his career over her and changed her so that his chances of being pm of Britain wouldn't be ruined. Then she gave her tiara to the evil stepsis and stalked off. It was so emotional! - ruiying.

done anything you regret lately?:
yeahh. liking this person.

what did you do last new years eve?:
hmms. i forgot.

is your current hair colour natural?:
yeahhs.

who's your best friend and why?:
ruiying; cos she's totally the opposite of me, and always the one there for me and understands me etc.

eden; she's the one i always go insane with :D

what did you do last weekend?:
hmms. i went to a sale and bought a new bottle? :D played tennis. went for tuition.

ever done any sort of drug?:
no way.

who are all your txt msgs from?:
mostly isaac and ruiying.

do you remember your dreams?:
seldom to never.

if so, what was your most recent one?:
why should i tell you.

what are you wearing?:
pjs :D

if you could be any colour, what would you be?:
any bright colour.

single or taken?:
single.

do you like the beach?:
why not.

ever been so mad you cried?:
yeahhs :X

if you had to be stranded on an island with 3 ppl who would they be?:
rui, eden, and someone else.

currently txting any1?:
yeahhs. isaac and ruiying.

what colour is your favourite hoodie?:
black.

summer or winter?:

both :D

what's your opinon on boy bands?:
some of them sing nice songs.

are you secretly in love with any1 atm?:
its no secret.

who's the most amazing person youv met so far?:
should i tell you?

do you like hot dogs?:
yeahhs. but no preserved ones.

do you prefer to wear shoes or be barefoot?:
barefoot.

are you currently thirsty?:
yes. and im gonna drink water.

what time do you normally go to bed?:
10, 11. unless i'm watching roger federer vs. andy roddick :X

are you afraid of anything?:
why should i tell you!

shower or bath?:
bath.

do you keep a diary?:
yupps.

do you believe in jesus?:
yeahhs.

what's the scariest thing youv ever done?:
ermms. like that guy.

ever been camping?:
ermms science camp? :X

any plans for your nxt birthday?:
not yet.

what's your opinon on same sex relationships?:
if they feel contented, why not.

what's the next thing you want pierced?:
nth's been pierced yet.

what do you think about people who put stretchers in their ear?:
PUT WHAT?

ever thought you were going crazy?:
often.

will next year be the best year of your life?:
probably.

do you have any pictures of ur friends in ur room?:
yeahhs. on my phone ;D

do you own any pets?:
yeahhs 2 dogs.

what's ur favourite chocolate?:
milk or fruit and nuts.

2009-07-06T20:54:00.003+08:00

ok, im back after my pissing session with my dear computer. it's finally functioning well! :D arh, well.

another quiz:

Name one person that you think is the epitome of awesomeness:
everyone :D

If you went to the end of a rainbow & found gold, what would you do with it?:
ask me when i see a rainbow AND get the gold!

What's one of the most painful lessons you've had to learn?:
be contented with what you have

Do you own a sketch pad?:
i stuff paper in it rather than draw in it.

If you had a piggy bank, what would you name him/her?:
PIGGY. it's a piggy bank right?

Favorite Play-Doh color?:
no idea. i dont play play-doh :x oh, wait. i rmb. we used to make food out of them. then there are fries and macdonalds. :D

If you had a paper bag, would would you make out of it/draw on it?
ermmm. paper bag? i think it would already have been drawn on.

What's more fun to step on; pinecones, or leaves?
i've never stepped on pinecones, so ask me when i've tried.

Who was the last person you talked to on an instant messaging progam?:
zhao en.

What do you think of this person?:
i tell him my secrets :X unconsciously.

Do you have a certain way that you organize your CD's/DVD's?:
according to artist.

How many stories is your house?:
three.

Still own any of those plastic lunchboxes with cartoons on 'em?:
cinamorail.

Animal crackers; yay or nay?:
ermms. depends :D

If you have a nightstand, what's on it?:
ermms. i do have a nightstand. NOT if. and there are birds and flowers on it. you know the one from ikea? :D

Do you like spending time with your parents?:
yeah, alot :D

Have you ever gambled? (Even amongst friends):
blackjack using uno money :D oh and during chinese new year with my aunts and cousins. my aunt provided the money :X

What do you do with clothes you've outgrown or don't want anymore?:
mum decides.

Your latest ex calls and wants to hang out; what do you say?:
no ex.

If you could go visit anyone right now, who would it be?:
i'm so tired, i'm too lazy to move.

Are you planning on dressing up for Halloween this year?:
never celebrated halloween before.

Honestly, do you/would you give into peer pressure easily?:
don't have much peer pressure thingy going on.

Is there anyone that you are currently interested in?:
why should i tell you.

Do you personally know any midgets?:
midgets? what midgets? you mean worms?

What's the best "book-turned-movie" that you've seen?:
charlotte's web. i cried at the ending :X

What's the main ringtone on your cell phone?:
currently it's picture to burn by taylor swift.

Would you be a good salesperson?:
ask around.

Do you own any rechargeable batteries?:
i think there are some downstairs.

You own a bazooka, but it only shoots out fruit; whats your fruit of choice?:
BAZOOKA? what in the freaking world is that? according to ruiying's amazing macmillian, it's a gun.

shoots out fruit? i doubt even a waterchestnut can get into the bullet part.

Where's the first place you would go if you had a private jet?:
hawaii. :D

What was the last compliment you received?:
dont really notice much.

Do your parents put a lot of weight on your shoulders?:
hmmms.

What color was the last bath towel you used?:
it was blue! with a winnie the pooh and piglet setting a bird free, with words that read: if you love something, set it free.

Are there a lot of books in your room?:
oh, you should visit my house sometime.

When's the last time you used glass cleaner?:
when i felt like playing :X

What's the weirdest shaped cloud you've ever seen?:
i totally can't remember. but memories of clouds are on the day of the ne show, eden and i were looking into the sky and i was trying to convince her i saw a fish or a bear :X

Are you happy with your relationship status?:
happily single.

What's your favorite gaming system?:
ermms.

If you had a pet goat, what would you name it?:
sheep. cos it has wool :D

Do you have a lot of freckles?:
hmms. a little i think. don't really look.

What are you most looking forward to this summer?:
summer's come and gone.

What does your shower curtain look like?:
i don't have a shower curtain. shower screen, yes.

What was the last thing you plugged into an outlet?:
the thumbdrive. i'm doing that now :D

When's the last time you rode in a buggy?:
yeahh.

When is the last time you weighed yourself?
i think last week.

Have you ever gone out of state for a concert?:
ermms noppes.

Who is the last person you slow-danced with?:
slow-danced? if i ever go to a prom or something, then ask me.

Any framed pictures in your room?:
yeahh. there's one on my study table of me and my mum. and a few others in my bed room.

What does your wallet look like?:
it's supposed to be myuk; grunge babe.

Would you ever put lawn gnomes in your front yard?:
lawn gnomes? to scare you, maybe.

2009-07-06T20:33:00.000+08:00

roger federer won last night's thrilling 5-setter mens final.

with the win, he has so far obtained 15 grandslam titles, beating pete sampras's record of 14, and regained his number 1 title on the rankings.

ok. i can't stand facebook. IT'S LAGGING on me ): i can't even sign in. Oh, stop showing me the 'welcome to facebook' thing! I DONT FEEL WELCOMED for goodness sake. and i just showed you some of my pateince by clicking the login button, and not pressing enter. AND you're still stuck at the login page. don't make me lose my patience, man. im warning you.

everything's loading slow. can't stand it ><

i'm going to do the smartest thing ever. that is switch this computer off and re-boot it. AND pray hard it will get working again.

2009-07-05T21:56:00.003+08:00

another one, and i'm gonna go watch roger federer vs. andy roddick! :D

When you walk past a mirror, do you stop and look at yourself?:
er, yeahh :X

Do you count calories?:
ermms, i dont think so.

Should you be sleeping right now?:
is 9:59 your go-to-bed time?

If you know who demetri martin is, does he make you giggle?:
who is that?

What color are the walls nearest to you?:
blue.

Are you one of those people that put ranch on most things they eat?:
er, WHAT?

Why are you barefoot?:
because i'm in my house! duh.

What contained the last thing you drank?
a green tea bottle. but i was drinking water.

Do you have a basement?:
ermm the house's three-storied but no basement. :x aint that sadd? ):

Isnt humidity the worst?:
why don't you ask yourself.

How old are you darling?:
i'm 1, mummmmmy! who are you? and who's your darling?

Do you like sour cream and onion chips?:
yeahhs. they're no that bad.

Which is better, coke or pepsi?:
coke. although pepsi's less sweet.

Are you a fan of snow?:
yeahhhh x33

What is one color you Would Not dye your hair?:
ask me that 10 years later.

How many electronic things do you have in your room?:
go count yourself.

Favorite chapstick?:
the nivea one.

Skinny jeans; are awesome, or totally suck?:
sucky.

What is the worst trend this year?:
ermms.

Your bestfriends name, backwords?:
rui ying: gniy iur
eden : nede

Whats the first thing you do with ur hair, when you get out of the shower?:
apply this really oily lift in conditioner from herbal essences? :D

Whats your favorite flavor popsickle?:
something refreshing! maybe orange? :D

When your getting ready for something, do you listen to music?:
no. too busy.

Is tanning your thing?:
i don't go to beaches.

Duck duck goose or hide and seek?:
hide and seek. duck duck goose is a play-with-cousins game.

Chalk board or white board?:
chalk. less reflection.

How do you dot your i's?
DOT it. DUHH.

Favorite flavor of chicken wings?:
black pepper :D

Reach your right foot out in front of you, does it touch anything?:
the computer table. the printer. everything that's in front of me.

What is everything on your body you crack?:
what on what?

What is the weirdest pet you've ever had?:
no WEIRD pets.

Are you still attracted to swingsets?:
they're fun! and you can swing highhhhhh :D

Is it stupid to wear sunglasses when your inside, or its cloudy?:
i hardly wear sunglasses ._.

Is bouncing on beds really all that fun?:
if it's with the right people :D

Do you get more cranky when your hungry, or dont get enough sleep?:
dont get enough sleep. but im hardly cranky. ask people around me.

How's ur grades in school, or how were they? Straight A's or basic student?:
straight As except for sa1's math >< which im totally hating for that 0.7 mark DD:

Have you ever wished on a shooting star?:
haven't seen a shooting star. but look at my url, i'm all for shooting stars :D

Last place you went for vacation?:
gui zhou! last december :D

Are you into someone right now?:
define into.

Ever been in a car accident?:
no.

Do you have any neices or nephews?:
going to have one soon :D

What do you associate summertime with?:
homework. and mugging.

Does looking at skinny models bother your self image?:
ermm, isn't this a stupid question?

Last time you kissed someone?:
you know this is another stupid questions as well?

Are you a person who flashes the peace sign often?:
in pictures, once or twice, i guess.

2009-07-05T21:31:00.002+08:00

i realised i have been doing a tad lot more of quizzes lately. oh, well. nothing's been going on in life. no gigantically extremely big hoo-has :D except for the freaking prelim oral that's coming up at the end of the month DDDD: and and. just bought taylor swift's fearless (singapore edition :D).

oh, 18th july's jaye's birthday. erm, well, he's the only person i know whose birthday's in july anyway ;D

hmms. we were talking about doing lots of quizzes right?

so, here's one more, ripped from ruiying again, for you to enjoy :D

What letter does your name start with?:
B :D

What is one item you would not want to live without?:
err, everything :D

Have you ever had an eating disorder?:
eating disorder? ._.

Is it just me, or are nursery rhymes really twisted?:
twisted? i think what's twisted is your brain.

Are you attracted to people outside of your race?:
my race? i'm chinese! er, well. there's this french. AND I WONT GO ON :D

Does everything happen for a reason?:
supposedly.

Hey baby whats your sign?:
heyys! do i know you? i'm a capricorn, by the way.

When do you usually find yourself waking up?:
at 6.15 a.m. on weekdays. odd times on weekends.

Have you ever dated anyone younger?:
never dated anyone :D

Your cell phone service is?:
starhub.

Do you have an icecream man where you live?:
no.

Have you ever wanted to just run away spontaniously?
you spelled spontaneously wrongly! come back to me when you've got it right.

Right now, are you wearing anything pink?:
my pyjamas are pink ;D

What birthday ment the most to you?:
you're so lazy that you don't even add an 'a' in the word 'meant'.

anyway, erm, birthday? no idea. every ones equally memorable.

Are you in love with anyone at the moment?:
i shall pretend i didn't hear/see anything.

When you were in school, did you ever pass notes?:
hardly.

Favorite type of amusement park ride?:
roller coaster? oh! the water kinds :D

How many friends do you have, that have the first name starting with a T?:
too lazy to count

Do you use cash, or credit cards more?:
cash. cos i dont even OWN a credit card.

you're quite old, aren't you?

What day of the week do you favor the most?:
every day of the week :D

How much teeth do you have in your entire mouth?:
WRONG GRAMMAR. it should be 'many'. not 'much'

AND. i'm too lazy to count.

How often do you cook?:
every mondays when i come back from tuition.

How often do you look at the keyboard when your typing?:
seldom to never.

How many of your friends have brown eyes?:
almost every one of them.

The last relationship ended because of you, or your ex?:
didn't have any relationship before.

When you had your last kiss, were your eyes open, or closed?:
OH it was half-closed, half-opened.

stupid question. HOW MANY TIMES DO I HAVE TO TELL YOU I AM IN NO RELATIONSHIP?!

Can you unwrap a starburst with your tounge?
ermm. first thing, what's a starburst? :D

What about a split?
ermm what's a 'split'? :D

Did you eat breakfast today?
yeahh. i had a pork floss bun from bread talk. :D

Have you ever dated someone more than once?:
I TOLD YOU NO RELATIONSHIP, didn't i

Do you think before you act?:

quite often.

What was the kind of car you last took a ride in?:
saloon; bmw.

Funniest thing you've done in walmart?:
where's walmart? :X

What color was the last liquid you drank?:
ermmms. transparent. WATERR.

Best cough drop?:
don't eat them.

If you have a pet, does it make a lot of noise?:
my dog's are perfectly gracious animals.

Are you a fan of eyeshadow?:
they're cute.

Did you get anything in the mail today?:
ermms, no i dont think so.

Have you ever actully messured one of those fruit by the foots?:
why should i?

What kind of deodorant do you use?:
i dont use deodorant or whatever crap you're referring to o.o

Can you tell the difference between coke and pepsi?:
pepsi's less gassy and less sweet.

Do you still buy cd's?:
yeahhs. i just bought taylor swift-fearless. today.

Whos birthday is coming up sooner, yours or your bestfriends?:
my best friend's- eden. 20 october.

Last time it rained, did you play in the rain?:
noppes.

The best juice in your opinion is?:
pomegranate.

How many times have you said "idk" during this survey?:
haven't said that yet.

Have you killed a bug in the past week?:
an ant? :D

How do you personally spell weird? Wierd, or weird.:
weird. you do fail your spelling tests, don't you?

Are you right brained, or left brained?:
you open my brain and tell me.

Do you find horror movies more humorus or scary?:
your spelled humorous wrongly.

Have you itched anything during this survey?:
itched to tell you to go read a dictionary, yes.

Are you wearing your own shirt, or someone elses?:
my own.

How often do you wear socks?:
5 days a week.

2009-07-02T20:45:00.003+08:00

another quiz.

Using Your Top Friends...
List Your Top 3 Girls + List Your Top 3 Boys
Don't Change Your Top Friends, Be Honest

(i did this as the first 3 people per gender that came to my mind)
Girls
1. RUI YING
2. EDEN
3. CLARIE
Boys
1. YINN JAYE
2. JIA HUA
3. HAN XUAN

Your #1 Girl
What is her full name: goh rui ying :D
Is she single or taken: single, and proud.
Where does she live: toh yi.
Have you met her parents: yeahhs ;D
Where were the last three places you went together: west mall, school, tution
How long has it been since you saw her last: ermm. roughly 7 hours.
Did you go to grade school together: primary school? yeahhs.
Is she related to you: she is my friend.
Have you ever seen her cry: yeahhs.
What would you say if you found out she was pregnant: ermm. it hasn't happened, so i shall not know what to say till then.

Your #2 Girl
What is her middle name: teoh?
Is she older than you: younger.
How long have you know her: the whole 6 years of my primary school life.
Did you go to high school together: we're not even in high school yet.
Are you dating her: do i look like a les to you.
Can she play any instruments: violin, piano. she's a music genius.
Have you ever been roommates: ermm ermm. noppes.
What was your biggest fight about: err. i can't rmb :X
Is she straight, bisexual, or a lesbian: STRAIGHT.
Does she have a crush on anyone: yeahhs.

Your #3 Girl
How did you meet her: ermm. p1? p2? not sure.
Does she have any children: no.
Are you taller than her: yeahhs.
Has she ever dated one of your relatives: no.
When was the last time you rode in a car with her: ermmm. last term?
Have you ever spent the night at her house: errr. i dont think so.
Have you ever kissed: ERR. no?
Does she have a pet: noppes.
Does she live on her own: with her parents and brothers.
Where does she work: pei hwa presbyterian pri. :D

Your #1 Boy
Are you dating him: what do you think.
Is he related to you: he's a friend.
Have you ever kissed: what do you think.
When did you last see him: last year.
Is he in the military: errmm no.
Is he over 18: noppes.
Did you know him 10 years ago: no.
Has he ever been arrested: no.
Have you ever worn any of his clothes: no.
What is something you will never forget about him: it's a secret.
Your #2 Boy
What is his last name: ermms. zhu? hua?
Do you have his phone number: i need to go find it.
Has he ever dated one of your friends: shall not answer this. i'll get whacked :x
Does he have a job: student.
Do you go to school with him: yepp.
Is he older than you: noppes.
What kind of vehicle does he drive: doesn't drive. underaged.
What is your first memory of him: the guy my bff likes.
Would he be at your wedding: depends.
What would you do if you found out tomorrow he was engaged: to my friend? :D

Your #3 Boy
What was your first impression of him: wong bo seng! :D
Have you ever been to his house: noppes.
Do you have an inside joke with him: er, no.
Have you ever gone to the movies together: noppes.
What do you think of his ex: no ex.
If you died, would he come to your funeral: i'm not going to die tmr.
Does he play any sports: dont know.
Has he ever had a crush on you: ask him yourself.
Does he ever pick on you: noppes.
Where do you see him in 5 years: in RI!

About All of Them
Who have you known the longest: eden.
Who have you known the shortest: jia hua and han xuan
Which of them called you most recently: ruiying.
Which of them did you last go to the movies with: rui ying and jiahua
Which of them are under 21: all of them.
Which of them are taller than you: jiahua and yinn jaye, i guess.
Which of them has a birthday closest to yours:rui ying.
Which of them lives closest to you: yinn jaye, bah. he's the only person i can think that lives in the same district.
Are any of them Catholic: not sure
Are any of them Jewish: no.
Are any of them Agnostic: no.
Are any of them left-handed: ermms. no.
Are any of them blonde: no.
Which of them have blue eyes: none.
Do any of them have children: underaged.
Are any of them engaged: ermms. no.
Which of them are single: all of them.
Which of them has the most tattoos: none.
Which of them has the most piercings: no idea.
Do any of them live more than an hour away from you: no.
Which of them do you go to school with: all of them except for yinn jaye.
Which of them are relatives: none.
Do any of them drive a truck: underaged!
Are any of them an only child: none.
Which of them has the most siblings: eden.
Which of them knows you the best: ruiying/eden.
Which of them would be most likely to repost this: ruiying. she already posted it! she's so fast! :D

2009-06-24T21:03:00.002+08:00

ripped from ruiying again :D

TRUE FALSE

I am British:
singaporean.

I love the colour purple:
it's ok.

I would rather eat Pasta than Chicken:
yeahhs :D

My eyes are Green:
err. blackish-super dark bluish-brown? :D

I am left handed:
my dad is :D

I fall asleep to the sound of a hoover:
what's a 'hoover'

I am very pale:
not very.

My parents believe in two opposing religions:
err. no.

I love Smallville:
what's 'smallville'

I enjoy Family Guy:
what's 'family guy'

I still love Pokemon:
i didn't love it to begin with.

I still watch cartoons:
often.

I was born on a Thursday:
noppes. tuesday. (i actually scrolled all the way back to 1997 on my phone :X)

My ears are really small:
they're not big.

I am a six or lower in shoesize:
6 and a half.

I worry a lot about my weight:
err. yeah, kinda :X

I feel the heat really easy:
mmms. sometimes.

I can tell when it will thunder as I get migraines:
err, no o.o

I dislike intense sunlight:
no.

I was born in January:
HOW DID YOU KNOW :D

My starsign is Aquarius:
noppes.

I enjoy reading for fun:
yeahhs. then i can read the kind of books i like :D

I can't stand big headed people:
err. kinda.

I have more than 50 books in my room:

include empty notebooks, all my assessment books and guidebooks, yes.

I like eating tomatoes:
they're edible.

I dislike really vibrant, in your face colours:
i like them.

I have a sight problem:
short sightedness left 250, right 275. estic 300 both.

I was born on the 25th of my birth month:
noppes. 7th.

I dislike opening up to people:
err, sometimes.

I fear being alone than of what others can do to me:
err, sometimes.

I like walking in the rain:
nooo ):

My body tries to fight off medication:
often.

I am not scared by any horror film I've seen yet:
i dont watch horror films :D

My parents are still together:
of course and will forever be.

I have 2 sisters:
nada. no siblings at all ):

I have no brothers:
yeahhs :D unless you count sworns.

I've been out of my country to holiday at least 5 times:
yeahhs.

I am questioning my sexuality sometimes:
ERR? no.

I often feel misunderstood:
yeahhs

I try and help people often. I just feel a need to no matter what.:
yeahhs, kinda true.

I feel others emotions before they even tell me how they feel.:
more often than not.

I am very competitive:
yeah :D

I was born in 1990:
add 7 years.

I've never broke a bone:
yupps. never.

My favourite flavour icecream is mint choc chip:
pistachio.

I was born in Northern Ireland:
SINGAPOREAN.

I would love to play the violin, sax or flute:
maybe.

I ponder on the past, panic at the present and fret about the future:
errr. sometimes.

One of my best features is my eyes:
it's quite big but i have single eye-lids, so think for yourself.

I write poetry:
if i have to.

I write lyrics:
i make up ridiculous songs.

I write stories:
sometimes.

I remember random bits of information:
yeahh.

I enjoyed Science at school.:
with mr _ _ _ _? no way :X

I am over sensitive:
sometimes.

I believe in everything happens for a reason:
yeaahs.

I believe in some paranormal phenomenon:
ermmm. maybe.

I am a good speller:
yeahhs.

I hold grudges if someone does something really bad:
not very often.

I am competitive:
i think you asked me this before? my answer's still yes.

I have one sibling I don't get on with well:
i don't have ANY siblings.

I am closer to one side of my family than the other:
dad's

I love watching quizshows:
errr. if i'm really bored.

I bruise easily:
errmm. not really.

I am photophobic - sensitive to light:
noppes.

I hate petrol smells:
yeahhs.

I fear electric stuff or the idea of getting shocked:
no? o.o

I have at least 10 cousins:
err, lemme count. 13 or more (cos there are loads on my mum's side that i don't really know)

I have at least 5 aunts or uncles:
lemme count again! 14 :D or more.

I can count to twenty in another language:
yeahhs. chinese :D yi er san si wu liu qi ba jiu shi shiyi shier shisan shisi shiwu shiliu shiqi shiba shiqiu ershi

I like the sound of dripping water:
err. if it doesn't freak me out.

I find it hard to relax my body:
i relax when i sleep. so is it THAT hard?

I am open minded about nearly everything:
most of the time.

2009-06-23T21:43:00.003+08:00

got this somewhere on facebook. and err, the top part from stella's blog :D

The Name Game
The rules are:
you enter the letter into your phone contact list and first name to appear you must answer truthfully...

A is for... Adelaide :D
1) Do you like this person?: err, she's a friend
2) Is this person your enemy?: no.
3) Would you hug this person?: err, haven't, but, why not? :D

B is for... Bernadine (ok. i have my own name on my contact list in case i forget my own number :D)
1) What do you really think of this person?: what do i think of myself? o.o
2) What's their favourite color?: orange :D
3) Ever danced with them?: how can i dance with myself?

C is for... Caleb
1) What do you think of this person?: he's just a guy from nanyang from tuition.
2) How long does this person live?: err? im not god.
3) How old is she/he?: 12

D is also for... Daniel
1)How long have you known him/her?: since p1. at least i've seen him in p1 and talked to him before in p1 o.o i think.
2)Do you like this person?: he's my di, so what do you think?

3)Do you hate this person?: YOU ASK ME IF I LIKE THE PERSON, then IF I HATE THE PERSON. what rubbish.

E is for... Eden :D
1) Have you ever met their parents?: yeahhs :D
2) Worst thing about this person?: err, she's really insane at times? too insane, that it makes me laugh too hard that i get stomachaches :X
3) Best thing about this person?: her insanity. it's really contradictory though.

no F contact.
G is for... Gilian :D
1) Have you heard this person sing?: yeah, alot.
2) What's his/her pet's name?: no idea :X
3) Will he/she repost this?: she doesn't have a blog. yet.

H is for... Heather :D
1) What grade are they in?: primary 6
2) Is he/she your best friend?: err, friend
3) Ever done illegal with this person?: no o.o

I is for... Isaac Peh
1) How rich is he/she?: quite.
2) What is his/her hobby/interest?: flirting :P hahas. err, i dont know.
3) How did you meet this person?: PHPPS.

J is for... Jarell
1) They have any siblings?: i think so?
2) Do you know their favourite song?: i haven't seen him since last year.
3) What would you do if they confessed they liked you?: err, he wouldn't.

K is for... Kay Yee :D
1) How old were you when you first met?: P2 i think?
2) Is this person single?: i think so.
3) Would you go to Disney World with this person?: why not?

L is for... Lucas
1) Is this person older than you?: yeahhs
2) Is this person single?: should be
3) How many times do you talk to them in a week?: how bout haven't talked to him since 2 weeks after church camp last year?

M is for... Megan :D
1) How old were you when you first met?: last year when i was in p5. which is 11.
2) Whats his/hers pets name?: i have not idea o.o
3) Ever danced with this person?: errr, no.

N is for... Nicholas
1) How old were you when you first met the person?: err, p4? when i was 10.
2) Do you like this person?: he's nice.
3) What would you do if you had never met this person?: that would be sad.

O is for... Ong Yinn Jaye (hey, where did this contact come from? o.o oh. clarie sent it to me, i think o.o)
1) How retarded is this person?: err, i don't know.
2) Who does he/she like?: how in the world would i know. he claims no one.
3) What would you do if you had never met this person?: that would be sad.

P is for... Peven :D
1) Are you related?: tuition friends, last year.
2) How about a sleepover with them?: not a fab idea.
3) Does this person have a job?: student.

Q is for... Qian Wei :D
1) Does this person drink alcohol?: no.
2) Have you seen this person dance?: err, no.
3) Where do they work?: nan hua primary school :D

R is for... Rachel Chua :D
1) Have you heard this person sing?: in the school hall, during singspiration.
2) Will she/he repost this?: if she has a blog.
3) When does this person look best?: when she's herself.

S is for... Sakinah :D
1) Is this person taller than you?: Yeahhs.
2) Do you enjoy spending time with him/her?: she's really cute and has a great voice.

3) Is this person your friend?: yeahs.

T is for... Triniton
1) What grade is this person?: if i'm not wrong, he should be 18 this year.
2) Would you hug this person?: not really o.o
3) Do they live close to you?: noppes

No U contacts.

V is for... Valerie (Tzi En) :D
1) Would you do anything for him/her?: yeahh, mostly.
2) Do you consider him/her a friend?: yupps.
3) Have you met any of his/her family?: yeahhs.

W is for... Wee Keat
1) Is this person loud or quiet?: he should be in the middle
2) Have you seen this person dance?: in audi?
3) What color eyes does this person have?: blackish-brown?

Y is for... Yi Hui :D
1) How old were you when you first met this person? last year.. 11.
2) What do you think of this person?: nice, funny?
3) Have you heard this person sing?: yeahhs.

No Z contacts.

finally done! :D

2009-06-23T21:09:00.002+08:00

[ ] gotten detention
[ ] gotten your phone taken away in class
[ ] gotten suspended
[ ] gotten caught chewing gum
[ ] gotten caught cheating on a test
so far: 0
[ ] arrived late to class more than 5 times
[ ] didn't do homework for more than 5 times [i kind of always do my homework! :D]
[ ] turned at least 3 projects late [i'm always punctual actually ><]
[ ] missed school because you felt like it
[ ] laughed so loud that you got kicked out of class
so far: 0
[ ] got you mum/dad etc. to get you out of school
[x] texted people during class [err. mr tan was doing a briefing on the old people's home?]
[x] passed notes
[x] threw stuff across the room
[x] laughed at the teacher
so far: 4
[ ] Pulled down the fire alarm
[ ] went on myspace , facebook xanga etc. on the computer at school
[x] took pictures during school hours [that days when the seniors came back :D]
[ ] listened to an ipod , CD during class
so far: 5
[ ] threw something at the teacher
[ ] went outside the classroom without permission [we're allowed to. ok so that's permission, so it's not considered right?]
[ ] broke the uniform rules
[x] failed a test [some of the little maths test mdm ling gave last year. a 1 of ms teo's this year :X]
[x] ate food in class
so far: 7
[x] Gotten a call from school [it was not for a bad thing, don't worry.]
[ ] couldn't go on a field trip because you behaved badly
[x] didn't take your stuff to school [pencil case? :D]
[ ] gotten detention and didn't go
[ ] stuck up your middle finger at a teacher when they were not looking
[ ] cursed in class loud enough so the teacher could hear
so far: 9
[ ] faked your parent's signature
[x] slept in class
[ ] cursed a teacher in their face
[x] copied homework
total: 11/35.

i totally failed this thing. ><

2009-06-23T20:56:00.002+08:00

got this from rui.

The i am _ _ % retarded test.

[x]You have yelled at an inanimate object for 'hurting' you. [err, hehes :D]
[ ]You have ran into a glass/screen door. [i run into humans :X]
[ ] You have jumped out of a moving vehicle.
[x] You have thought of something funny and laughed, then people gave you weird looks.
[ ] You have ran into a tree/bush. [i told you i ran into humans. people! :D]
[ ] You have been called a "blonde" [i'm not a blonde in the first place o.o]
[ ] You know that it IS possible to lick your elbow. [it is not, unless you have a super long tongue :X]
[x] You just tried to lick your elbow. [ok, it may sound stupid, but yeah, i just did :D]
[x] You never knew that the Alphabet and Twinkle Twinkle Little Star have the same rhythm [hey, i really didn't know that!]
[x] You sang them to make sure. [well, it does sound the same :X]
[ ] You have tripped on your own feet and fallen. [people push me, to be more exact]
[ ] You have choked on your own spit.
so far: 5
[ ] You have seen the Matrix/Star Wars and still don't get it. [haven't seen it]
[ ]You type with three fingers or less. [all ten fingers on the keyboard!]
[ ] You have accidentally caught something on fire.
[ ] You have caught yourself drooling .
so far: 5
[x] You have fallen asleep in class [err, oops? :D]
[x] Sometimes you just stop thinking. [yeah, blanked out.]
[x] Sometimes when you are telling a story you forget what you were talking about. [very often.]
[ ] People often shake their heads and walk away from you.
[ ] You are often told to use your "inside voice"
so far: 8
[x] You use your fingers to do simple math. [hehe :D]
[ ] You have eaten a bug accidentally. [ewww.]
[ ] You are taking this test when you should be doing something more important. [it's my free time now.]
[x] You have put your clothes on backwards or inside out, and didn't realize it. [yeah, but luckily- my pyjamas :D]
[x] You've looked all over for something and realized it was in your hand/pocket the whole time. [not very often :X]
[ ] You repost bulletins because you are scared that what they say will happen to you if you don't. [i repost them not because of that o.o]
[ ] You break a lot of things. [i'm quite careful :D]
[x] You tilt your head when you're confused [i think i do?]
[x] You have fallen out of your chair before. [while playing :D]
[ ] When you're lying in bed, you try to find pictures in the texture on the ceiling. [i'm normally too tired to do something like that.]
[x] The word "um" is used many times a day. [umm. there i just used it! :D]
[ ] You don't know what "um" means.
[ ] You say "what" and "huh" a lot.
[ ]You used a calculator to multiply your score for this bulletin.
Total: 14
multiply by 3, and im 42% retarded

2009-06-23T17:49:00.004+08:00

ripped this from rui ying's bloggg :D i don't think i did this before o.o

List 10 Of Your Friends (Any Gender) Below
1.: YINN JAYE
2.: RUI YING
3.: JIA HUA
4.: EDEN
5.: HAN XUAN
6.: CLARIE
7.: JING CHENG
8.: CHRISTINA
9.: NICHOLAS
10.: SHERRALYN

i put boy-girl-boy-girl as one of the question's gonna be weird. :D so, yeah (:

How long have you known 1?:
[YINN JAYE] since p3. which is.. 3 years :D

Have you been to 8's house?:
[CHRISTINA] yeahh. for her birthday partyy (:

Do you like 6?:
[CLARIE] yeahhs. :D but im no les, mind you.

Are 4 and 10 friends?:
[EDEN & SHERRALYN] no.

Have you been to 3's house?:
[JIA HUA] no.

Would you ever live with 5?:
[HAN XUAN] hey, stupid question. what do you think.

When was the last time you talked to 4?:
[EDEN] ermmmmm. before school ended? :D

Would 1 and 6 make a good couple?:
[YINN JAYE & CLARIE] err. i don't really think so..

Would 8 and 10 make a good couple?:
[CHRISTINA & SHERRALYN] they're not les, that i'm sure.

Have you ever dreamt about 2?:
[RUI YING] yeah. it was a crazy dream. WHICH i won't tell you about.

Have you ever slept with 9?:
[NICHOLAS] hey, yo. what do you think?!

Is 7 attractive?:
[JING CHENG] i wouldn't use 'attractive'.

Do you love 4?:
[EDEN] YES :D

Would you ever cuddle with 1?:
[YINN JAYE] HEY, CAN YOU STOP ASKING STUPID QUESTIONS?!

Would you ever kiss 3?:
[JIA HUA] he's taken.

What do you like best about 6?:
[CLARIE] she's nice, and fun? :D

Have you ever had a crush on 1, 3, 5, 7, or 9?:
[YINN JAYE & JIA HUA & HAN XUAN & JING CHENG & NICHOLAS] i shall not tell you cause it'll reveal EVERYTHING.

Do you ever wish you never met 3?:
[JIA HUA] err, not really.

How did you meet 5?:
[HAN XUAN] charity 5`08

Has 2 seen you naked?:
[RUI YING] i don't think so.

Who is taller? 5 or 10?:
[HAN XUAN & SHERRALYN] based on accurate readings even the naked eye can see: sherralyn.

Have you met 4's family?:
[EDEN] yeahhhs.

Would you ever go out with 3?:
[JIA HUA] we went out on the 9th. as friends. together with wenhong and ruiying.

Do you think 7 is funny?:
[JING CHENG] i don't really remember..

What about 6?:
[CLARIE] i think so o.o

Where was the last place you went with 1?:
[YINN JAYE] school. LAST YEAR.

When was the last time you hung out with 2?:
[RUI YING] on the 9th.

Where do you want to take 3?:
[JIA HUA] where can i take him o.o

When do you want to see 4?:
[EDEN] err, whenever possible?

Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?:
[CLARIE & HAN XUAN] yeahh, why not :D

Have 7 and 8 ever kissed?:
[JING CHENG & CHRISTINA] no way.

Would 9 or 10 ever live together?:
[NICHOLAS & SHERRALYN] they don't even know each other o.o

Would you let 3 have your baby?:
[JIA HUA] OMG. Use your brains and think for yourselves ppl. (this, i happily quoted ruiying who quoted xinnie.)

Have you ever told 1 a deep dark secret?:
[YINN JAYE] errr, i don't remember.

Has 1 ever told you a secret?:
[YINN JAYE] i don't think so.

Would you runaway with 6?:
[CLARIE] why not?

Who was the last person 9 kissed?:
[NICHOLAS] how would i know o.o

Who was the last person 7 hugged?:
[JING CHENG] i don't know! o.o

What word or phrase does 5 say alot?:
[HAN XUAN] i don't really notice.

Does 6 make you laugh?:
[CLARIE] sometimes, i guess.

Does 2 ever annoy you?:
[RUI YING] sometimes to never.

When did you last call 4?:
[EDEN] no idea.

Do you ever talk to 3 online?:
[JIA HUA] often.

What about 2?:
[RUI YING] often, as well.

Does 10 smell bad?:
[SHERRALYN] i dont go around smelling people, for goodness sake o.o

Does 1 smell nice?:
[YINN JAYE] i REALLY dont go around smelling people, gosh.

Are 1 and 8 friends?:
[YINN JAYE & CHRISTINA] noppes.

2009-06-18T15:41:00.005+08:00

another quiz i got from ruiying who got this from cristal

real name: lye su hui, bernadine :D
nickname: bern; bernie (: - my name's not possible to shorten much.
gender: female
primary school: phpps :D
secondary school: -
jc/poly: -
hair colour: brownish black.
long or short: it was long like a few weeks ago. but it's now in between.
loud or quiet: ermm. depends on who i am with bah :)
sweats or jeans: ermm jeans?
phone or camera: is BOTH applicable?
health freak?: a little.
drink or smoke: ask me when i'm older.
crush: two. but why would i tell you?
current status: single.
eat or drink: define 'drink'
piercings: not at the moment.
tattoos: temporary counted? i had one last thursday.
been in an airplane: OF COURSE :D
been in a relationship: friendship, swornship :D
been in a car accident: no. wait. are you cursing me? D:
been in a fist fight: im not physical
first piercing: when i was 6. pierced both ears but had a little accident, so no more :X
first best friend: jolyn :D
first award: kindergarten graduation? we received small throphys! :)
first crush: the first crush of my current crushes.
first vacation: hong kong. surprisingly when i was 1.
last person you talked to: define 'talk'
last person you texted: ruiying :D
last person[s] you watched a movie with: ruiying, jia hua and wenhong on the 9th.
last thing you ate: bee hoon :D
last movie you watched: night at the musuem 2
last song you listened to: because i'm stupid- SS501, wish you're my love- T-MAX
last thing you bought: yesterday's lunch
last person you hugged: my daddy (:
FAV.
food: pizza/pasta
drinks: ermm. peach ice tea, green tea, coke :D
books: nice books :D
songs: because i'm stupid- SS501, you'll always find your way back home- miley cyrus, wish you're my love- T-MAX, crazier- taylor swift, butterfly fly away- miley cyrus, just so you know- jesse mccartney, i do not hook up- kelly clarkson, you belong with me- taylor swift, the climb- miley cyrus, i'm going to meet her- kim bum

colour: ORANGEEEE x33
phrase: i love you! :D
subject[s]: english, chinese, maths.
have you ever...
kissed in the snow: first thing, i've never kissed. thank you.
celebrated halloween: never before.
had your heart broken: ermmm. i guess so.
went over the minutes on your cell: yeahhs.
came out of the closet: errr. no. i don't think so.
done something you've regretted: it's nature. human's nature.
broke a promise: hmms. i don't think so.
hid a secret: if not why is it called a SECRET.
pretended to be happy: there's not much need to pretend but, yeah
met someone who changed your life: yepp
pretended to be sick: o.O no.
left the country: didn't i say i've been in a plane before?
tried something you normally wouldnt try and ended up liking it: mm. yeapps.
cried over the silliest thing: alot.
ran a mile: more than that. loads of times.
went to the beach with your bffs: will be going. aft psle. for cip.
stay single the whole year: 12 years. ain't that impressive? o.o
lost glasses/ contacts: noppes. im responsible! :D
hold a gun/knife in self defense: errr. noppes.
cried when somebody died: no one's died yet.
currently;
eating: noppes.
drinking: my saliva? :D
listening to: i'm going to meet her- kim bum
plan for tomorrow: tennis! :D lesson. (:
future:
want kids: most prob.
get married: err. most prob.
careers in mind: not yet.
which is better in guys?
lips/ eyes: both? :D
taller/ shorter: what do you think?
romantic/ spontaneous: ermm. shall we wait till i get a bf FIRST.
stomach/ arms: o.o
sensitive/ loud: sensitive
hook-up/ long term: long term.
trouble maker/ hesistant: neither.
do you believe in:
yourself: sometimes.
miracles: yeahhs.
love at first sight: yeahhs. happened to me :X
heaven: yeapps.
santa claus: OOH. you mean the one with the big tummy and the red hat and coat?
sex on the first date: err?
kiss on the first date: why not?
is there one person you want to be with right now?: yeah. but why should i tell you?
seriously happy with where you are in life: if i were to change my life, i wouldn't. cos it's where i should be. but it's not SERIOUSLY happy.

2009-06-17T17:46:00.008+08:00

quiz ripped from ry's blog.N

Name a friend from A-Z!
A: AVRIL :D
B: BEVERLY :D
C: CHRISTINA :D
D: DESIREE :D
E: EDEN :D
F: FELICIA :D
G: GILIAN :D
H: HAN XUAN
I: ISAAC peh
J: JIA HUA
K: KEVIN
L: LYNETTE (:
M: MEGAN :D
N: NIGEL
O: [can i make up a name?] OVAL ! (:
P: PEI XUAN :D
Q: QIAN WEI :D
R: RUI YING :D
S: SHERRALYN :D
T: TRINITON :D
U: [can i make up a name?] unbeautiful (mms. im listening to it now :D)
V: VANESSA :D
W: WEN XIN (:
X: XIN WEI :D
Y: YINN JAYE
Z: ZOEI :D (thanks, facebook :D)

1. Can R and S be together in BGR?
[RUIYING & SHERRALYN] if one of them were a boy, why not?

No.2. how is L related to you?
[LYNETTE] she's my cousin :D

3. Does Y know Z?
[YINN JAYE & ZOEI] i think so.

4. If C betrays you, will you kill her?
[CHRISTINA] she won't do that.

5. If K steals your boyfriend, what will you do?
[KEVIN] first thing, i don't have a boyfriend YET (: secondly, kevin's a boy o.o

6. If B tells you that he have a crush on you, what will you do?
[BEVERLY] i'd laugh :D

7. Will/did you and M get into a fight?
[MEGAN] hmms. idk.

8. Who does K have a crush on?
[KEVIN] muahas :D im not about to tell you.

9. If L guess calls you a bitch, what will you do?
[LYNETTE] er, say: we have the same genes! lols. i'll ask her why, i guess.

10. What's the relationship between you and E?
[EDEN] BFFS :)

11. Who does Z like?
[ZOEI] no idea.

12. Who is I's best friend?
[ISAAC] abraham and max.

13. What colour does Y like?
[YINN JAYE] according to his blog, he likes black, blue, pink, white.

14. Where does F live?
[FELICIA] sembawang

15. Did you and C have a fight before?
[CHRISTINA] we often tease each other?

16. Who is H's best friend?
[HAN XUAN] jia hua :D yupp, should be. or colin. or alex. i don't know. weird group.

2009-06-17T17:36:00.003+08:00

here i am being the kind soul to revive my blog :D 2 months 6 days of deadness.

i still hadn't found the perfect blogskin.

i still hadn't added new songs to myflashfetish player.

i still hadn't posted until today.

i still hadn't done any quizes which im really dying to do.

i still am too lazy to do anything.

i still am thankful to the people who tagged.

so, i shall tag reply :D (since there's really nothing much to report about my absolutely un-interesting life)

joe; heyys. thanks for tagging :)

rachel; yepp. mr t gives the most stress. STRESSSSS :D

xinwei; yeah yeah yeahhhhh ((((: i posted!

mx; i posted! :D be happy (:

megan; heyys meg :D school's fine, yeah (: hope you're having fun in school! :)

sherralyn; thanks for tagging and love you too (:

jinwen; thanks for tagging (: linked.

rachel; yeah, pretty long time ): miss you.

2009-04-11T10:31:00.006+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BEVERLY :D

hahas. i was on msn and suddenly remembered it was her birthday today :) 11th APRIL.

let me list some birthdays in case i forget :

7 days to stella's birthday. [18th April]

9 days to daniel's birthday [20th April]

1 month to charlene's birthday. [11th May]

1 month 17 days to nicholas's birthday [28th May]

2 months to clarie's birthday [3rd June (right?)]

3 months 7 days to yinn jaye's birthday [18 July]

5 months 9 days to eden's birthday. [20th September]

6 months 27 days to Jiaqi's birthday [7th November]

i know there are like loads more, but these are the only few i can remember.. for now :X

gotta go find a blogskin with this date collumn where i can put people's birthday on and never forget :D

2009-03-26T21:36:00.002+08:00

ooh. stole this from stella AGAIN :X haha :D

Name 20 people you can think of right now.
Dont read the questions till you've named the 20 people.
At the end of this, chose 5 people to do this.

1. RUI YING :D
2. JIA HUA (thought of this when i saw ruiying's name :D)
3. EDEN :D
4. YINN JAYE
5. CHRISTINA :D
6. NICHOLAS
7. STELLA :D
8. HAN XUAN
9. CLARIE :D
10. NIGEL (i thought of this when i saw clarie's name :D)
11. CHARLENE :D
12. ZHAO EN
13. SHERRALYN :D
14. SHUIN KANG
15. HUI ENG :D
16. YU FONG
17. HUI XUAN :D
18. JING CHENG
19. JIA QI :D
20. JIN JIE

i know the questions will definitely turn out weird, so i put boy-girl-boy-girl.

How did you meet #14?
[SHUIN KANG]
charity 3`06

What would you do if you didnt meet #1?
[RUI YING]
i will ermm.. DIE :D

What if #9 and #20 dated?
[CLARIE & JIN JIE]
not possible lor :D clarie has super high taste.

Will #6 and #17 date?
[NICHOLAS & HUI XUAN]
how would I know?

Describe #3.
[EDEN]
hmm. she's pretty, sweet, CUTE :D, funny. bff.

Is #8 attractive?
[HAN XUAN]
gosh, people says he looks like lim bo seng o.o

Describe #7.
[STELLA]
cute :D mm. moi moo :D

Know of any #12 family members?
[ZHAO EN]
noppes.

What will you do if #18 confesses to you that he/she likes you?
[JING CHENG]
no way.

What language does #15 speak?
[HUI ENG]
english, chinese, and a little HUNGRY language :D

Who is #9 going out with?
[CLARIE]

ermm. no one? o.o

How old is #16?
[YU FONG]
15 :D

Who is #2 favourite band / singer?
[JIA HUA]
he listens to CHINESE songs, i bet.

You ever date #4?
[YINN JAYE]
what do you think?

Would you ever date #1?
[RUI YING]
NO way. im no les, and neither is she.

Is #19 single?
[JIA QI]
i dont know. should be bah :D

What's #10 last name?
[NIGEL]
ONG.

Would you ever be in a relationship with #11?
[CHARLENE]
we're still in swornship :D and we're FRIENDS :D

School of #3?
[EDEN]
PHPPS

Where does #6 live?
[NICHOLAS]
bukit batok, quite near my house :D

Whats your favourite thing about #5?
[CHRISTINA]
she's DAMN adorable :D

i deleted the last question. it was stupid. :D